Nice time

  Today was a good day. It started off by getting ready for the day. I didn't eat breakfast until about 11:00 though. I went to a movie with a friend around noon. We went to Transformers The Dark Side of The Moon I thought it was good. After wards we went and eat at subway. I love subway. haven't been there in a wile though. Man it was so good.

  I filed out a form for food stamps today when I got home. and its a good think For if I don't I wont eat. And we all have to eat.  I lied down for a while when I got home, because I had a head ache I think it was because I had some caffeine earlier. And sense I haven't had any in a long time it gave me a head ache.

 I finished watching my movie. I was watching Pitch Black with Vin Diesel I think he is such a great actor. I had to watch it because yesterday I watched http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0296572/ witch is a great show. But that's not the reason why I like Vin I like him for his role in  the Fast & Furious, witch is a great show


So that's the highlights of my day. Doing stuff with a very good friend of mine. And watching one of my favorite actors. Now tomorrow is going to be good. well it should be. 

  And one more thing. I have had this song in my head all day. I love this song. I don't know why, every time I hear it, it brings back memories that I am trying to forget. So why do I keep doing stuff that keep bring them back.

 

Perfect Love

"Love Isn't finding a perfect person, its seeing an Imperfect person Perfectly."

 I love this quote it defines what we need to find in everybody, "Being human means having fault. We are all willing to learn, willing to work tords perfection, for having perfection, is not being the best at something. It is doing you best at something and understanding the difference.


  

   My thoughts on relationships are interesting. I mean, there is what people say, and then there is what really needs to happen. I try to play by the form that works the best. For those of you that don't know yet, let me outline the bread and butter of how all relationships need to be. I'm not saying this because its what works the best for me. I am saying this because it is what will always work. I promise you if you follow all the steps and rules you will never fail.

 Okay, I was just kidding. There are no steps, just rules. For the most part, it doesn't matter what order you do them in just as long as you have all of them in the end. Ill try and make these so you can read them but you might have to zoom in on some of them.


Just remember what I am about to tell you. You don't have to follow it. It's just what I know to work.

Let me start by saying the best way to describe this whole thing is with a triangle. I like to call it "The Triangle of Relationships." This is what it looks like:

 I know what you are thinking. It looks like just every other triangle. Well, that is were you are wrong. This one is special, and let me tell you why.

For all relationships, what is the number one thing you need? Can you guess what that is? Let me give you a hint. Are you ready for this? Its You.

A Relationship cannot exist without a MAM and a WOMEN. Despite what you may think, this dose only work if you have a MAN and a WOMEN. Let me tell you why.

  Its not enough to just have each other. You need  one other person. You know who that is. He is the most important person in you relationship. Yes even more impotent then your significant other.  Tired of whiting to find out? Well scroll 

That's right its God. God is the most important person in your relationship.  He is what connects us spiritually. This is why this triangle will not work if you are gay. still confused why. Well let me explain it in a little more detail for you. If you read LEVITICUS 18:22-23  For those of you who have not read this before, I suggest you read it.. It says  "Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with woman kind: it is an abomination." If you read in the footnotes, its talking about Homosexuality.    


If you have all three of these (MAN, WOMEN, and GOD) you are ready for the next step, witch contains what everybody needs in every relationship .

Friendship is one of the most important bases that every person needs in a relationship. It is like your bread and butter. Friendship is a must have.

I like to call this the C.T.R. Program. "C.T.R." stands for three very important things to have. Nothing is going to last without them.

"C" is for commitment. Commitment is an important part of this program, due to fact that if either you or your partner are not committed on seeing this through all the way, you might as well stop. It's not going to last, and you will most likely end up hurting someone.

  
 "T" stands for Trust. It is important that you trust each other. Trust is a form of Honesty and Honesty is important. Lies do nothing but cause pain for everybody that becomes involved in them.

  Last, but not least, we have Respect. You must respect each other in everything and every decision. Commitment, Trust, and Respect are a trio and work together. You need to Trust somebody to be able to Respect them. In turn, they will do the same for you. But how can you Trust and Respect somebody if you are not Committed to them? The C.T.R. program doesn't only apply to love relationships. It works with a Friendship too. Hence Friendship is continually useful though out this entire design.

Onward to the next stage...

     
  COMMUNICATION Is the Key to all success In every Relationship. No matter on the reason of the relationship.  Everything that I have been talking about up to this point will not work unless you have Communication. Doesn't matter who you are with or the reasons that you are with each other it can not work without Communication.. Let me explain., without the simple task of talking to one another. Immediately takes away all the Trust, and Respect. And with out those you can not have Friendship. for Friendship consists of Trusting people to the point of Respecting them. And taking out all that. there is no need for Commitment sense there is no Friendship to be Commuted to. And if there is no Commitment THERE IS NO RELATIONSHIP. So I will say again. Communication is the KEY to All Relationships.

And the Last part of a Loving Relationship is......

   

That's right it's Intimacy. Bet you weren't expecting that. And when I talk about Intimacy.  I don't Mean Intercourse.

What I am talking about is something that is simple and sweet. LOVE Love that person. and not just telling but showing you Love them 24 hours a day 7 days a week. Once you are able to reach this stage. And complete it with Perfection. Then there is nothing else to teach you. And Just remember. Perfection.  is not being perfect at what you are doing. But Perfectly doing it to the best of your ability.

Now as you are pondering what you have learned today, just remember.

“A great relationship would have to start with communication; it is the base principle for trust, respect, and commitment. A great relationship needs these, as well as friendship, you need to be conferrable enough around somebody to be able to talk to them, hence communication with no fear of judgment or rejection.

So to sum up a good relationship would consist of trust, honesty, respect, commitment, communication, and friendship, witch hopefully would turn into love, but in order for that to happen you need to cherish it with all your heart, for example, a relationship is like a flower, at first you need to nourish it, take care of it, and eventually it will turn into a beautiful blossom.”

And tell yourself if you are looking for that somebody.

“Well I am looking for compassion, companionship, somebody that I can get to know and be a friend to, and perhaps more if there is a fire burning inside, I am looking for that spark, to bind everlasting friendship, kindness, trust, and love, I am here to get to know you, by tearing away the hardened layers of your shell, to get to the worm undercoating of your heart.”

And If you have found that person. Just follow this chart and you will be okay.


And this is the Finale addition I have been thinking and I revised it so this is what it should look like know

Miss Match day.

Today I didn't get done what I wanted to get done. so I guess I will have to do that tomorrow. When I got up this morning I went over to SLCC to look at some corses and found some that I like but I am going to go throw the rest of the book this week and see if there is anything else that looks interesting. that I might want to take.

  I wrote my other blog today. On a subject that Is very important to me. It took me about 2 and a half hours to make so it is kinda long. but I think people will enjoy it.

 I went to FHE tonight. we were having a movie night. out side on a big screen. it really was fun. but kinda cold. but not to cold. I got kinda cold. but not cold enough were I needed a blanket. It was kinda bad because about half way throw the movie I really needed to go to the bathroom, but I didn't want to get up and go.

  Now that I am home I am going to finish this. and post both of the posts. And go and finish the Laundry that I started earlyer today. I also cleaned the house a bit. and took out the trash. and emptied the dishwasher. and disposed of are old couch.

Comeing up

 I don't have much to report today. All I am to say. is I am making a prity big blog, not in that it is going to be long. well it might. But it is about an important subject so I am making sure that I am thinking hard on how to write it. so it makes sense.

Not Much

  Today I haven't done much. Its been one of those lazy days. I watched some movies. and Played some games. and that's about it. I didn't go anywhere. Or do anything productive. And i have been listening to music all day I guess.  I was going to go over to SLCC today but I forgot about it till just this moment I guess Ill do that Monday.

 I guess I have been watching videos on YouTube today to. And I found a video. that you guys might like.
Its called
Real Life Mario Kart

   

Achevments of pain

Today When I got up I was watching a movie. I don't remember what it was. I have always had a problem with my short turn memory.  I went and donated plasma after wards I was originally going to have my mother drive me over there. But I decided not to, because I need to relax and I can never relax when she is driving. 

  I have been doing good lately on trying to lower my heart rate, because when I had it tested today when I was over there. it was at 77. Now that is the lowest it has ever been. when I got home I was reading the sheets that my Stake President gave to me to help me. And I think it is helping a little. but I still cant tell if is making a difference.

 After I finished reading that I layed down for a while because I was kinda tired. I didn't want to fall asleep, but cant control that. I ended up sleeping for an hour, but the way I was sleeping on the bed mad it so I cut off all circulation to my legs and arms. So I think that is why I really woke up because they hurt a lot when I got up. I also had a massive head ache. And I also didn't drink enough water when I got home because I was really light headed, I think that's why I had the head ache. Because it went away after I drank more water.

  But I am feeling a lot better now. I am going to bed early tonight. because I am starting to get cold. And that is not a good thing. The only time I usually get cold is right before I get sick. so I just need to sleep more. and try and stay warm and I should be fine. I was looking around on YouTube today and found a video I want to share with you guys because I really like it.

  I chose this video because I really like Doctor Who. and watching them I think that this song goes really well with this show. Speaking of shows I watched NCIS Los Angeles because I have never seen that show before and I didn't watch it yesterday. And I was thinking sense I watched the other one I should watch this one. and see If it is good.

 There was a dance at the institute tonight, but I don't think I will go because for two reasons. One I don't have anybody to go with. And I know that isn't that bad, I could just meet someone there. I would have to say it is reason two is the reason why I am not going. The only type of dancing I like to do is slow dancing. and when we go to these type of dances it really isn't slow dancing at all.

Belly Skating

Today I finished the campaign on Gears of War. It is such a great game. I love the story line. It makes me cry. after that I played around on the computer for a while, and watched the new episode of NCIS. "It was really good."

  After that Me, Krysta, Lauren, and Cris all went Ice skating today. I haven gone sense I was a teacher. I am a little bit better. I had lots of fun, even though I kinda feel bad because I feel like I was the bummer of the party.
We went back to Lauren's house after wards for Hot Chocolate and Popcrone, yum it was good. we played some games. And I think we were all tired because it seemed like everything was funny.

  But all in all I had a good night, and day. and I am going to go to bed in a little bit now. but first I am going to play around on the computer again. :)

A Funderly Shoot'em Root'em day

Today I got up at 7 because I couldn't sleep anymore.  I have to much to think about today. I revived a letter from the I.R.S. today. and I am most likely going to have to pay something.  I really hate taxes. I am prying that I don't because I don't have any money to pay it. So pray for me Please. I really need the help.

 I went on a date today with Krysta. Today we went shooting. It was fun. But we probably wont do that again, well for a long time anyways.  I like to go shooting. But I don't go as much as I used to. I might go more in the future, but right now I have better stuff to feel my time. After that we came back and eat lunch, we had sandwiches. I love sandwiches haven't had one in a while.

    I am still in the proses of finishing the campaign on Gears I like how the story, What makes a good game is when the story is writing so well then you feel for the characters. I find it good when you start crying during the game. It means that you are able to feel what is going on. in a matter of speaking.

   After a while I helped my uncle move are new couch into the house. and then I went over to Josephs to watch a movie. it was fun. I don't remember the name of the movie. All I know is that it was an old spy movie from like the 60's or so. But now that I am home I am really tired. I don't think I am going to watch NCIS tonight. I might just go to bed and try and catch up on sleep from last night. That I was lacking for reasons I don't know I couldn't sleep.

  Honestly I think the reason for me not being able to sleep last night was, Me being so nerviness about today.

Monday Contanables

 I found this today and thought that you guys might like to read this.

Fun Film Facts and numbers about The Lord of the Rings trilogy: Over 6 million feet of film shot during production; 48,000 swords, axes, shields, and makeup prosthetics; 20,602 background actors cast; 19,000 costumes made by the wardrobe department; 10,000 crowd participants at New Zealand cricket game who made orc army grunts; 2,400 behind-the-scenes crew members at height of production; 1,600 pairs or prosthetic hobbit feet created; 250 horses used in one scene; 180 computer special-effects artists employed; 114 total speaking roles; 100 real locations in New Zealand used for backdrops; 50 tailors, cobblers, designers and others in wardrobe department; 30 actors trained to speak fictional dialects and languages; 7 total years of development for all three movies.

   Check out the new project I found myself with this week.

   My job is to tear them up into small enough peaces that I can throw them in the trash can.It is more tireing then what you think. for instance what you see in the pitcher took me an hour and a half, because I don't have all the tools I need. But my mother is bringing a saw home with her so it will so along much faster after that. And I am really tired right now I have done all of that with nothing but a hammer and a knife.


 Well That is what I have been doing most of the day today. and I am almost finish with it. should finish it tomorrow. Or maybe not I am going to go donate tomorrow and really cant do any hard work after that. Now that it is almost seven I am going to take the trash out and head over to FHE. I almost forgot. I mowed the lawn when I got up this morning too.  

 FHE was fun we played Chair Soccer it was fun. I think that my friends were hinting to me tonight that I need to pay attention to detail more. I mean I know I pay attention to detail more then most people do. I just think its a different type of detail. Well I mean I notice things that a lot of people don't, but that mostly contains to emotions. not looks. I am trying to pay attention more to them. But sometimes it hard. For those of you that don't know I am slightly A.D.D. or another words I have Attention Deficit Disorder. Or another words, I have a hard time focusing on some things. I know I don't have it bad, because I can still focus it just takes more effort.

  Anyway after that some friends and I all went over to another friends house and watched Phantom of the Oprah. I love that show, I think its because I grow up with my mother listening to it all the time.   But I had fun I always do.  I went over to the Midnight release of Gears 3 on my way over but I don't think I am going to play tonight. I have to much to do tomorrow. And plus I am really tired, didn't sleep very good last night. I am hope that wont be the case tonight. But I am going to go to bed after I finish writing this. 

P.S. I my seem like I am making some of this stuff up, but so you know everything I post on here. Is 100% True. I am a very honest person. and I really try my hardest not to lie to people.  

Standerd thinking

   I have never been good at playing games that make you have to think a lot. Im not talking about games that have a lot of things going on. I  mean puzzle games. I have never been good at puzzles, but I like doing them because I like having to think a lot. I was playing Portal today, witch is a very fun game but It has made me think very much. For intense it took me 4 hours to finish what I have seen people do in 2 hours or less.

   But one thing came came from it, that I realized I love music from games. I love the song at the end of the first game If you have never heard it before here you go.

   Today I had a good day. Its kinda funny because for those of you that know me very well. Would know that I never cared about church, infarct hated going. That's one of the reasons why I was in active for about four years. Its one of the reasons, I have others, but that is something I am not going to give to the public. I mean Not even my family knows why. Anyways. I find it strange, because now I love going. I mean I enjoy it. witch is weird to me.

   I have been thinking a lot bout what type of training I want to do, when I go back and talk to VRC and I think I really want to do Carpentry work. but If they will allow me to I need to get started on my schooling because I need to do at least 4 years. Have you ever needed to do something. And know you needed to do something, but have no Idea how to do it.I am having that delema right now. I have something I need to do. but don't know when to do it. Because its all about timing, And if you do it at the wrong time. Three things could happen. One everything goes just fine, and it all work out. Even though it might not go according to plan. Two nothing happen, And everything stays the same as they were before. Or Three the worst kind, Everything goes as honorably wrong. Your plane contently backfires, and everything just falls apart. This is what scars me. For most people it dose. It worries all of us. I mean how want everything they have work for for a long time just end all of a sudden. Nobody dose. So something as time witch is one of the biggest players in are life. and yet the smallest thing.

  After I eat dinner, I just been watching gaming music, and videos, and music videos. Some of the stuff I have found have been very interesting. Its cool some of the stuff people come up with.