Feeling cold

 Today when I got up I was really cold. I took a shower and played around on the computer for a little while.

  Why is it that my and always goes ice cold when I am on the computer. the funny thing is its always the right hand never the left. I have talked to people about it. And they think that its because my hand is still the hold time I am not moving. If that is the case the why doesn't the rest of my body feel cold because its not moving.  After that I eat breakfast and watched a movie while I worked out after wards. I watched Clear In Present Danger. Harrison Ford is a great actor.

Watching the X-Files today, really the past week m mother has really gotten into them and sense its playing right behind me I can hear everything that is being said.  So you could say I am kinda watching it to. Bit its ok I love the X-Files. mainly because David Duchovny is in it. You have no idea how much I wish I had a job I am so bored. Lol its almost like I have nothing to do.  I hope it kinda worms up soon, because I am not ready for this cold weather yet.

  Really I don't like cold weather that much anymore. I used to but not now. I am starting to get cold easier then I used to.  I prefer cool weather. I don't like hot weather ether. I get sick if it gets to hot. So much for running but I don't like running in the cold. So I have to fined other things to work on my cardio work out. Wish I still had the punching bag.

  I went and got my drivers license renewed yesterday that's a good thing, now all i need to do is to get a job so I can start driving my car again. Or pray my SSN goes throw.

“You must not fear death my lady, defy him and you will drive him into the enemy’s ranks”

-Napoleon

Bored

So much for mowing the lawn today, it has been raining all day. My mother has left the windows open all day to. So now I am cold. witch doesn't happen very often. But it also doesn't help that I have been drinking cold drinks all day to.  I finished my laundry today, but now I have to fold them.  I finished the campaign today again for total war.

  Here is a question why do I seem to always have a head ache. I don't really have much to say today. I have watched both the MIB movies I like them. :) I have also worked out today and it felt good.  But I don't really have anything to do today. So I have been bored most of the day.

Pondering present and past events.

Today I was going to mow the lawn but when I went outside to do so. I noticed that it wasn't that long so i will what to do it till next week. or later this week. I started watching the 13th warrior. It is a really good show. There are some movies that are rated R. for reasons that escape my mind. the only thing that the movie has is gore. But even still there is not much of it. so I don't know why.

  I have been writing my story today. about past events. And know its not a blog. witch is about past events. It is about something that happened to me when I was very young. I will be posting it at the end of the week. Even though I am already done writing it. I don't want anybody to read it till I am done using it for what I wrote it for in the first place.

   Tonight at FHE we  had a B&Q and were going to have a fire, but it started to rain. We still had the fire but a lot of people just stayed inside. after wards a few friends and myself watched Rio. It is a good movie, never seen it before tonight. and now that its after ten I am going to heed home.

Conference and more

Saturday
   This is the duration over this weekend covering the General Conference. I woke up just in time for it to start.
And I watched both, the morning and evening session. I went to priesthood meeting down at the conference building. I don't remember If I have ever been there for a session before. I don't think so. I really liked the talks from Holland and Uchtdorf talk. I think there are the two that I like listening to the most, Besides the prophet. I always enjoy listening to him. I think the stories that he talks about to try and make it easier for people to understand are very good.

   On the way back Jo dropped me off at my house, because my care got towed. Its not my fault, they need to put the sigh'ns  were people can actually see them.  I think they do that on prosper so people have to pay to get there cars out. I don't know how long the car is going to be in there. because I don't have the money to get it. for me to get it out is 250 dollars I don't even have 50 :( this makes me really depressed. why do I always have bad luck with cars. Maybe I should just stop driving it would save me a lot of trouble If I am not having to fix something on my car. I am paying some ticket or something. It might be easier if I just stopped driving.  


Sunday
      I love Sunday it always has its special meaning. Sunday is the day that I always feel the best throw the entire week. Even though it could be better. There is one thing that can make it better. Is to feel loved. And not the same type of love you get from your parents. That is something totally different. I am talking about the comfort of that special someone.

Oh, the comfort - the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person - having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away.

-Dinah Craik

   Today's session of conference was good, both of them. I really liked Randlle K. Benett's talk. It reminded me of a story from my past that I kinda forgot about. but his story about swimming in the ocean reminded me of mine.  I won't go into the details because its kinda long story. I am just going to say that I may not be here.  Between sessions I went and got my car from the towing yard.

  And know I am listening to Enya.  <3 And one of my favorite songs from here is May It Be

 

 

   I love this song and I like the music video to, I love Lord of the Rings. <3

   I found this earlier today and I thought is was good advice and cute. So I am going to share it with you.

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter. “Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don’t fall into the river.” The little girl said: “No, Dad. You hold my hand.”  “What’s the difference?” Asked the puzzled father.

“There is a big difference.” Replied the little girl. “If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let you hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go.”

“In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather then expecting them to hold yours…”

Nice time

  Today was a good day. It started off by getting ready for the day. I didn't eat breakfast until about 11:00 though. I went to a movie with a friend around noon. We went to Transformers The Dark Side of The Moon I thought it was good. After wards we went and eat at subway. I love subway. haven't been there in a wile though. Man it was so good.

  I filed out a form for food stamps today when I got home. and its a good think For if I don't I wont eat. And we all have to eat.  I lied down for a while when I got home, because I had a head ache I think it was because I had some caffeine earlier. And sense I haven't had any in a long time it gave me a head ache.

 I finished watching my movie. I was watching Pitch Black with Vin Diesel I think he is such a great actor. I had to watch it because yesterday I watched http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0296572/ witch is a great show. But that's not the reason why I like Vin I like him for his role in  the Fast & Furious, witch is a great show


So that's the highlights of my day. Doing stuff with a very good friend of mine. And watching one of my favorite actors. Now tomorrow is going to be good. well it should be. 

  And one more thing. I have had this song in my head all day. I love this song. I don't know why, every time I hear it, it brings back memories that I am trying to forget. So why do I keep doing stuff that keep bring them back.

 

Perfect Love

"Love Isn't finding a perfect person, its seeing an Imperfect person Perfectly."

 I love this quote it defines what we need to find in everybody, "Being human means having fault. We are all willing to learn, willing to work tords perfection, for having perfection, is not being the best at something. It is doing you best at something and understanding the difference.


  

   My thoughts on relationships are interesting. I mean, there is what people say, and then there is what really needs to happen. I try to play by the form that works the best. For those of you that don't know yet, let me outline the bread and butter of how all relationships need to be. I'm not saying this because its what works the best for me. I am saying this because it is what will always work. I promise you if you follow all the steps and rules you will never fail.

 Okay, I was just kidding. There are no steps, just rules. For the most part, it doesn't matter what order you do them in just as long as you have all of them in the end. Ill try and make these so you can read them but you might have to zoom in on some of them.


Just remember what I am about to tell you. You don't have to follow it. It's just what I know to work.

Let me start by saying the best way to describe this whole thing is with a triangle. I like to call it "The Triangle of Relationships." This is what it looks like:

 I know what you are thinking. It looks like just every other triangle. Well, that is were you are wrong. This one is special, and let me tell you why.

For all relationships, what is the number one thing you need? Can you guess what that is? Let me give you a hint. Are you ready for this? Its You.

A Relationship cannot exist without a MAM and a WOMEN. Despite what you may think, this dose only work if you have a MAN and a WOMEN. Let me tell you why.

  Its not enough to just have each other. You need  one other person. You know who that is. He is the most important person in you relationship. Yes even more impotent then your significant other.  Tired of whiting to find out? Well scroll 

That's right its God. God is the most important person in your relationship.  He is what connects us spiritually. This is why this triangle will not work if you are gay. still confused why. Well let me explain it in a little more detail for you. If you read LEVITICUS 18:22-23  For those of you who have not read this before, I suggest you read it.. It says  "Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with woman kind: it is an abomination." If you read in the footnotes, its talking about Homosexuality.    


If you have all three of these (MAN, WOMEN, and GOD) you are ready for the next step, witch contains what everybody needs in every relationship .

Friendship is one of the most important bases that every person needs in a relationship. It is like your bread and butter. Friendship is a must have.

I like to call this the C.T.R. Program. "C.T.R." stands for three very important things to have. Nothing is going to last without them.

"C" is for commitment. Commitment is an important part of this program, due to fact that if either you or your partner are not committed on seeing this through all the way, you might as well stop. It's not going to last, and you will most likely end up hurting someone.

  
 "T" stands for Trust. It is important that you trust each other. Trust is a form of Honesty and Honesty is important. Lies do nothing but cause pain for everybody that becomes involved in them.

  Last, but not least, we have Respect. You must respect each other in everything and every decision. Commitment, Trust, and Respect are a trio and work together. You need to Trust somebody to be able to Respect them. In turn, they will do the same for you. But how can you Trust and Respect somebody if you are not Committed to them? The C.T.R. program doesn't only apply to love relationships. It works with a Friendship too. Hence Friendship is continually useful though out this entire design.

Onward to the next stage...

     
  COMMUNICATION Is the Key to all success In every Relationship. No matter on the reason of the relationship.  Everything that I have been talking about up to this point will not work unless you have Communication. Doesn't matter who you are with or the reasons that you are with each other it can not work without Communication.. Let me explain., without the simple task of talking to one another. Immediately takes away all the Trust, and Respect. And with out those you can not have Friendship. for Friendship consists of Trusting people to the point of Respecting them. And taking out all that. there is no need for Commitment sense there is no Friendship to be Commuted to. And if there is no Commitment THERE IS NO RELATIONSHIP. So I will say again. Communication is the KEY to All Relationships.

And the Last part of a Loving Relationship is......

   

That's right it's Intimacy. Bet you weren't expecting that. And when I talk about Intimacy.  I don't Mean Intercourse.

What I am talking about is something that is simple and sweet. LOVE Love that person. and not just telling but showing you Love them 24 hours a day 7 days a week. Once you are able to reach this stage. And complete it with Perfection. Then there is nothing else to teach you. And Just remember. Perfection.  is not being perfect at what you are doing. But Perfectly doing it to the best of your ability.

Now as you are pondering what you have learned today, just remember.

“A great relationship would have to start with communication; it is the base principle for trust, respect, and commitment. A great relationship needs these, as well as friendship, you need to be conferrable enough around somebody to be able to talk to them, hence communication with no fear of judgment or rejection.

So to sum up a good relationship would consist of trust, honesty, respect, commitment, communication, and friendship, witch hopefully would turn into love, but in order for that to happen you need to cherish it with all your heart, for example, a relationship is like a flower, at first you need to nourish it, take care of it, and eventually it will turn into a beautiful blossom.”

And tell yourself if you are looking for that somebody.

“Well I am looking for compassion, companionship, somebody that I can get to know and be a friend to, and perhaps more if there is a fire burning inside, I am looking for that spark, to bind everlasting friendship, kindness, trust, and love, I am here to get to know you, by tearing away the hardened layers of your shell, to get to the worm undercoating of your heart.”

And If you have found that person. Just follow this chart and you will be okay.


And this is the Finale addition I have been thinking and I revised it so this is what it should look like know

Miss Match day.

Today I didn't get done what I wanted to get done. so I guess I will have to do that tomorrow. When I got up this morning I went over to SLCC to look at some corses and found some that I like but I am going to go throw the rest of the book this week and see if there is anything else that looks interesting. that I might want to take.

  I wrote my other blog today. On a subject that Is very important to me. It took me about 2 and a half hours to make so it is kinda long. but I think people will enjoy it.

 I went to FHE tonight. we were having a movie night. out side on a big screen. it really was fun. but kinda cold. but not to cold. I got kinda cold. but not cold enough were I needed a blanket. It was kinda bad because about half way throw the movie I really needed to go to the bathroom, but I didn't want to get up and go.

  Now that I am home I am going to finish this. and post both of the posts. And go and finish the Laundry that I started earlyer today. I also cleaned the house a bit. and took out the trash. and emptied the dishwasher. and disposed of are old couch.

Comeing up

 I don't have much to report today. All I am to say. is I am making a prity big blog, not in that it is going to be long. well it might. But it is about an important subject so I am making sure that I am thinking hard on how to write it. so it makes sense.

Not Much

  Today I haven't done much. Its been one of those lazy days. I watched some movies. and Played some games. and that's about it. I didn't go anywhere. Or do anything productive. And i have been listening to music all day I guess.  I was going to go over to SLCC today but I forgot about it till just this moment I guess Ill do that Monday.

 I guess I have been watching videos on YouTube today to. And I found a video. that you guys might like.
Its called
Real Life Mario Kart

   

Achevments of pain

Today When I got up I was watching a movie. I don't remember what it was. I have always had a problem with my short turn memory.  I went and donated plasma after wards I was originally going to have my mother drive me over there. But I decided not to, because I need to relax and I can never relax when she is driving. 

  I have been doing good lately on trying to lower my heart rate, because when I had it tested today when I was over there. it was at 77. Now that is the lowest it has ever been. when I got home I was reading the sheets that my Stake President gave to me to help me. And I think it is helping a little. but I still cant tell if is making a difference.

 After I finished reading that I layed down for a while because I was kinda tired. I didn't want to fall asleep, but cant control that. I ended up sleeping for an hour, but the way I was sleeping on the bed mad it so I cut off all circulation to my legs and arms. So I think that is why I really woke up because they hurt a lot when I got up. I also had a massive head ache. And I also didn't drink enough water when I got home because I was really light headed, I think that's why I had the head ache. Because it went away after I drank more water.

  But I am feeling a lot better now. I am going to bed early tonight. because I am starting to get cold. And that is not a good thing. The only time I usually get cold is right before I get sick. so I just need to sleep more. and try and stay warm and I should be fine. I was looking around on YouTube today and found a video I want to share with you guys because I really like it.

  I chose this video because I really like Doctor Who. and watching them I think that this song goes really well with this show. Speaking of shows I watched NCIS Los Angeles because I have never seen that show before and I didn't watch it yesterday. And I was thinking sense I watched the other one I should watch this one. and see If it is good.

 There was a dance at the institute tonight, but I don't think I will go because for two reasons. One I don't have anybody to go with. And I know that isn't that bad, I could just meet someone there. I would have to say it is reason two is the reason why I am not going. The only type of dancing I like to do is slow dancing. and when we go to these type of dances it really isn't slow dancing at all.