Less stress More secess

Yesterday I didn't do anything till about 7:30, then I went over to my friends house and we made some cookies. well she mad the cookies. I really didn't do anything. I just mixed the ingredients. and help scoop. and after that we watched Ella Enchanted I think its a good movie. and no I have never read the book.

   Today I have been trying to figure out what to do for another project. I might do a wall hanging. or maybe just a book mark. but I have also been talking to a friend. trying to figure out what to do in the future. relations wise. and I think I have figured it out. I also have been playing lines today with a friend for a while. witch is kinda interesting because one game takes like. an hour or more. because we have to what per turn. after that I played some games. and looked up some trailers for games that are coming out.

 Good News I finished feeling out all the information that i needed to for my SSD and I am so relived I get so stressed over it. and also I have my appointment with VRC on the 8 to discuses training options for work. And possable schooling to. man it would be so good to go back to school. The sooner that I am done with it the better.

Flower Power

"Poems are the song of the soul. for witch that we are able to express are deepest feeling in the most creative. and Passionate ways to one another."

That is one Quote that I wrote a while ago that I believe to be true.

  I have gen watching Torchwood all day today. If you don't know what I'm talking about read my blog from yesterday. I want to start a new project but I don't know what I want to do.
  I mean I want to do something with flowers but I don't know how to do it. and If I should make another pillow or a blanket. Maybe I could make a teddy bear ya that would be nice. =). I have written another Poem today about flowers I think it is beautiful. I hope others would think so too.

Finaly done

 Today I watched some episodes of Torchwood. I think it is one of my favorite shows now.
  I also finished my project today to. I am so glad I am down with it. and also somewhat disappointed because now I don't know what else to do. I Mean I have another project in mind. But Should I really do it or not, Because I don't know if I want to do it. It will all depend on the reaction on the one that I have now.

   I went and had my physical done today. I really don't like them, does anybody.

   Tomorrow. I have to mow two lawns now sense I never did ares today. I just didn't feel like it. and also I am really tired right now. I wish I can get some sleep tonight. I truly believe that I haven't had a good night sleep sense February of 09.

A normal Day with Normal activitys

   I was going to mow the lawn today when I got up but I guess I will have to do that tomorrow.. Because the lawn mower is broken. so I am going to have to work on that tomorrow as well.

   I worked on my project again today. It is almost finished. I should be down with it in just a few more days. :)
 FHE was fun I always enjoy talking with people. It was good to see all my friends again. I feel like I don't see them enough. Even though I do see then like 2-3 times a week.

  Afterwards a few friends and me watched "The Emperors new Grove"  I love that show, and I haven't seen it in forever it seems like.  But I will work on the sowing a little more tonight and then go to bed.I really hope that I can sleep tonight, because tomorrow is going to be bisy I have to get up at 8:00.

Sunday Question

     Today was a normal day. well almost a few things have changed. I went to church like normal. But sense my car no longer has incense on it, I had to take my mothers old car. Witch I don't like. because it is in really bad condition. and has no air conditioning. But at least I have a car right. church was good. but I really didn't like Priesthood Meeting. What we were talking about mad me feel like shit. but it is something I needed to here anyways. Well I don't really know about that. It kinda bugs me to here the same thing over and over and over again.

   But when I got home I finished sowing the words on the pillow. I think I should be able to finish it with in the next couple of days. Witch is a good thing. or is it. I have gotten down with that way to early. I was going to give it as a Christmas present. But now I am not sure. with how early I have gotten done with it. I and really debating on if I should give it earlier. I am so confused right now. I really hope that it will all come into focus in the next couple of days.

   Here is something to think about. When you are praying to God. Do you think that when you pray for Courage. That he give it to you. Or do you think that He gives us opportunity to be courageous. And when you ask for help with something do you think that he helps us. Or gives us opportunity for us to help are selves. Just something to think about.