Now and Before

Yesterday when I got up I finished the lawn, because my mother has been bugging me about it for some time now. And honestly I really don't like mowing the lawn, I would say it is one of the lest favorite things of mine.  I also finished my laundry too. I didn't do much yesterday but play games. I read for a while though. and went for a walk last night. It was very nice due to that it was cool, instead of hot like it normally is.  After I finished the walk I looked at the stars for a while. and I realized something that I hadn't before. I have a favorite star. I say this because when ever I go outside and look at them its the first one I look at and often the last too.


Its nice to have something you like shining down on you that will never change, or go away. Something so beautiful. should never have to hide. I just want to hold it in my hands and sing. And every time I look at them I always think of the Jiminy Cricket song.  And sorry but this is the only one I could find that had the entire song.

 I started watching the Transporter Treo, and now I have to finish it today. I also need to clean the house today witch I think I will get started on after I eat breakfast. or lunch witch ever you want to call it. sense it is parity much lunch time anyways. I also need to call the incense company back and call either on of my cousins or my ant to now how much it is. Unless you guys can tell me. How much is it to park at the gateway.

There is only one thing that I don't like about are vacuum cleaner, and that is that the belt keeps falling off. So I have to keep stopping to put it back on. But so far today I have vacuumed the house, and cleaned the kitchen floor. I would clean the kitchen the rest of the way, but my mother is doing stuff in there.  I was going to make pancakes for breakfast, but then I realized that I don't remember how to. So that I will have to learn another time. Perhaps tomorrow.  On second though I probably wont, because tomorrow is fast Sunday.

  I also finally mad an entry into my journal. Not this, yes this is a day to day journal for the most part. I am talking about my personal Journal. You know the kind that nobody else reads. Well in my case listens to. except those select few. for example your significant other.  And in my case I will be very careful on how I chose to read it. because I men it has the most detailed events of my feelings.

  I was going to go on a bike ride last night but then I realized that the tires are flat. So I will do that tonight instead.  I found all of my oldie music that my father gave me. today so I put all of that on the computer. We must not forget are past, for by studying are past we can learn to prepare for the future. I have also been thinking a lot today to, and one song that has been in my head that kinda describes how I am feeling right now Is I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing by Aerosmith 

  I have also been thinking that I need to start listening to those tapes/cd's that i have so I can start learning french again. I started a while ago, then stopped. I don't remember why though but I think I will pick up were I left off at.  I wounder if it really dose help by listening to it while you sleep. but knowing me that will never work because if I am listening to it I will never be able to fall asleep. Witch reminds me I should probably go to bed earlyer tonight then what I did last night. dew to that I am really tired right now. 

But knowing myself it wont happen. unless somebody makes me. I know it is really bad of me not to go to bed early, I need to change my sleeping habits. But trust me when I tell you I am trying.


I have to thank you guys for listening. Well reading my thoughts. Its nice to now that somebody thinks my life is interesting. for I believe it to be ordinary and somewhat boring. A lot of the time. But it has its moment I must say.

A sound day

   I have been trying to get a hold of my incense provider today. So i can tell them that i am not going throw them anymore. but like usual you can never get a hold of them.  I also went over to the Biomat today and talked to them I will be able to start donating again next week so that will be good.

   I need to weed whack tomorrow, before the grass over grows anymore. also I took one of the old mattresses of my bed, now lets see if I will be able to sleep any better. I really hope so because I am really tired. And would love to be able to sleep. I can tell though, because last night my back felt so much better lying on the bed then it has in a while.

   And also I woke up this morning singing, Im so Parity, Im so Parity, Im so Parity and witty and Gay, and I know its going to be a wonderful day.  You know I have never heard that song all the way though before. Anyway, I was supposed to go talk to the Bishop today. about My problem I am having. but I forgot. so I guess I will have to just what till next week. Man with all of this I feel like next week is going to be busy for me. But that's okay. it will keep me occupied.

 Will I was out today I was going to go over to Joans. witch is a fabric store I need to look at some patterns for my next project. but I forgot. so I might just do that tomorrow.  And Im sorry that these are so long. I just have a lot on my mind. and there is a lot on my mind that I am not saying. Dew to privacy issues.

I don't know why I just started thinking about this but. "Everybody has bad thought, What makes us good and bad people are the actions that we take towards them. You could choose to act upon them. Thus making you a bad person. or we could choose to ignore the thought. try and correct are selves. It is not that we are born Good or Evil. but its the Chooses that defines how we are."  

 

Now and Before

  Yesterday started off with me trying to mow the lawn, but I couldn't do it. Because when I started I got to laps around the lawn before the belt fell off. and I really didn't want to put up with trying to put it back on. So I came back in and decided to play some games. After doing that for a while. I spent some time finish feeling out the forms for for the SSD

  I went to FHE after wards. and I really was bored most of the time.  It would have been funner I think if I liked the band that was playing. It didn't help that I was feeling kinda depressed to. but that was sorta diapering by the end of the night. All you need is to talk to friends. It really help to make you happy. and hope. 

“Hope is a good thing, In fact one of the best of things. For the good things never die. You may loose it. Or miss place it. But You will always remember, you will never forget.”

  Thanx to all my friends. for just talking to me. 

Latter I took Krysta home because her original rid didn't want to leave. I have no problem doing that. But when I got home I Started to watch The Shaw Shank Redemption, witch is a very good show in my opinion.

 Then I went to bed shortly after ward. I didn't even finish the movie.

Today I finished mowing the lawn, and didn't even eat breakfast till like 3 o'clock I just didn't feel like eating all day. Even right now I am doing nothing, but playing games on FB witch don't do anything for you but wast time. I backed up all my pic's and documents on my computer . I finished my movie today. and started a new one. I am now watching The Work and the Glory. I don't care what people say about that I like it. so there. :p


   I have decided today that I am getting rid of all the rated R movies that I have. I know I will miss them. But I really need to stop watching them too.

 I really need to go on my walk tonight haven't gone the past two days. It is going to feel so good.

Strange things are happening to me.

  Today I went to Church and made some progress with my responsibility's there That is good. When I got home I checked for any emails and got ready to go to the fireside. I don't know what is with me today. But at the fireside I don't remember anything they said.. And even at church I only remember part of what was said. I have been out of it all day today, and I don't know why.

 I have been playing games with people on FB and it is fun but its also kinda frustrating at the same time, because you have to what forever sometimes in between turns. Its not that big of a deal though. But there are just some things that I find nerve racking.

  Tomorrow should be fun. Have a concert tomorrow. for FHE it sounds like a lot of fun. Don't know if I should bring something to much on though. because they say there bring food. But we all know that, that means that there will just be snacks. Just something to think about. and I need to put gas in the car to.

  I had the strangest dream last night. I was running around the church in my swimming suite. and when I ran into the gym it was an ice ring. and everybody including myself started skating. In are swimming suits. strange I know. but can you explain it.