Nov 17, 2011

Reason woth Understanding.

Thursday
So I just learned  some random information today. Ready for this. Just 3% of Activition is worth approximately 327 million dollars. I have been kinda stressed out today, because One I hope I am able to make the first payment to the IRS I have to pay it by the 28th of this month. But after that payment I should be okay for the rest of them.  My dad called me earlier today wondering if I wanted to go rabbit hunting with him tomorrow. But I really don't want to dew to that I am feeling kinda depressed and I know If I went I wouldn't be able to focuses anyway for I would be thinking about to many things. Next week I am going over to the SSN building here in the valley to see if I can get a copy of the file for disability I hope that they give it to me. I am going to apile the results that they gave me and still see If I can get on the disability.

 I have been playing Assassins Creed again I am wanting to play the story again before I play the next one, but It has come out yesterday so so much for the Midnight release. Its ok though. I will just have to get one latter when I don't have so much going on and I am able to save some money for it. I have received some news today that my application for Medicaid has just started. its processes into the system.  I have been so tired the past couple of day. Scratch that I have been so tired the past couple of years. And I don't know why that is. it might bee my bed but I don't really know because I used to sleep good on it. but know I can't I thought it was to soft. But now I think it is just to hard. It is so hard to find something that allows me to sleep so nice, with out waking up every couple of hours to roll over. I think that I has something to do with my shoulders to because when I do wake up its always my shoulders that are hurting, normally anyway. Every so often though my back will be hurting. And I think it really has something to do with the accident that I was in a few years ago. In witch I dislocated both my shoulders, and some of my ribs. And they never set healed properly so now I have circulation cut off to my arms every now and then. And it pinches all the nerves as well.

Friday
 I think that I am starting to get getter control of my heart rate because when I went to do plasma today it was down to 78. I think that it is good, biking almost everyday is probably helping a little bit though. After I was done with the donation I went to Walmart. I needed to get a shirt for my project. I am making another pitcher for this shirt, and it is going to be great. But something happened when I went to print the pitcher out though I accidentally had the pitcher stretched just a little to much.  I new I was forgeting something, I forgot to do a test run. Its to late now, and I am all out of Transfer paper now. :( and I wont be able to go get any till late next week most likely.

On my way home from Walmart I went up to Valley Fair mall to try and find the SSN building but I couldn't find it so I guess Ill have to go next week. It was kinda strange today because I was gone from 9 this morning till 3pm I haven't been gone that long sense I had work. I really need to update my Journal. No not this one my audio log. its my more personal journal and I haven't used it in about a month I should update it before I forget about it again. I have lost some more weight witch is good spending all that time on the bike is starting to help. And I have been trying to cut back on how much I eat even though I only eat about 2 times a day. I am trying to cut back on the amount that I eat during those times to see if it will help me loose more.

Saturday
 Ok I am starting to get irritated and its only morning right now. Because I have been trying to find this one website that has all the episodes to all my favorite anime shows, and I cant find it. I don't remember the name to it, and the person that gave me the site in the first place. Well I cant remember there name either.

 I haven't done much today besides clean the kitchen, take the garbage out, witch most people wouldn't be that big of a deal but sense I have to take it about a quoter a mile up the road every week, it kinda is a deal with me. I also did some laundry today. But besides that I haven't done much I just been playing some Assassins Creed, no not the new one I haven't got that yet. This is how lazy I have been today. I didn't even take a shower till 4pm. Tomorrow should be different though with church going on. Next week I hope I will be able to get the documents I need from SSN. If not it will be fun trying to get them from the offices that I had the testing done in. I weighed my self this morning and I am getting better. I lost 24 pounds this month . I went over to Steven's house at about 9 to watch movie. I stayed latter then I was planing on, for Krysta asked me if I wanted to stay and watch Stargate SG1 with here. And I looked at an opportunity to spend time with her. So we watched. 2 episodes. I don't regret staying. But I think that her father may be a little upset with me. For it was 2:30 when I finally left.

P.S. Not to all those that actually read my blogs/Journal I have decided that it is easier to do one posting for the whole week, then trying to remember to write one very day. So for now one I will only be doing one once a week. 

 

Nov 16, 2011

A Post At Last

I know its been almost a week sense I have posted on here I just what for something interesting enough to post.  Today after a few hours I finally was able to get a hold of SSN, but I finally got throw. They didn't help me very much though so next week I have to go over to the office here and try and talk to them there. Tonight I went over to a friends house and watched The Mission it was an ok show. I was surprised on some of the actors that were in it. I would tell you how was in it. But right now I am just feeling lazy and don't want to look it up. So you can if your feeling up to it.   Tomorrow though I have to call the IRS and see if they will allow me to set up a payment plane yet. I hope they will because I don't want to deal with them anymore.  For some reason my mouth has been sore all day. I think I cut it but I don't really know why.  Also my mother is going to be gone mostly for the next week. and I don't like it. Here is why, because sense I am trying to quit my addition it makes it really hard when nobody is around to talk to when I start feeling erges.