Why Oh Why

7/16/2011  

Why Oh Why

Why oh why was that do so shy,

Hiding away in the shad of the tee.

Why oh Why was that dog so shy,

Running away as we chased it away.

Can you tell me why was that dog so shy.

As it ran by and took a peace of my lag.

Come back, come back i yelled in the air,

Please give me back what you have took-in from here.

For that witch you have i surly need.

Why oh why did that dog have to leave. 

-Ammon Barton-

      This is a poem i wrote today after my bike ride i went on with Brian, on the way over to his house i rode throw the church yard like i do ever time and was attacked from a pare of dogs. It seems no matter how far i went they just kept following me so i put the metal to the petal and pushed my self as hard as i could and out ran them. What i should have done is one of two things ether kicked them, witch would have given me great pleaser, or hit the front breaks and swanning the back tier around hitting them in the face. But both of these ideas have something wrong with them, and that is i don't really like hurting animals if i don't have to.

      Well thats the highlight of my day, the other thing is i finally finished feeling out the application so i turned that in and i hope that i get a response soon, because i don't know how long i can stand living with my parents. 

Not What i expected

 7/16/2011

           So i went to bed last night but as unseal i couldn't sleep. So i went for a walk witch turned out to be about an hour walk, my knees were killing me afterwards. But it was supposed to help me think, and settle my mind, it didn't. Iv been thinking, i miss my brother. But i have to what till he gets back. As most of you know there is only one thing in my life that i truly want, and I will do almost anything to get it. Only if people will give me a chance, i know that people will see a change.

Frustrating

 7/15/2011

       I Got back the verification letter in the mail because i forgot to sign it, witch is okay, but it makes it kinda frustrating because i have to send it back. And that means that the processes of   witch i am in the middle of, that already takes for ever will take even longer because of my incompetence. I think that i will go on a bike ride tonight to try and clear my head. You know sense the hole Marathon thing is over, i am having a hard time trying to find things to do. OBEY! OBEY! OBEY! DELETED!!!!   I Should really watch those again. they are so good..

I Tried

 7/15/2011

   Last night as hard as i tried i couldn't fall asleep, my mind was too full, I couldn't empty it. I even went for a walk but to no luck i couldn't do it. Not to help with that i had some very strange dreams that kept me up most of the night. and plus on top of that the people living above me would not be quiet so i am kinda stressed, and irritated right now.

     But on a good note i guess i would like to thank everybody that went to the movie last night i had a lot of fun and i hope they did to. like i said i did cry during the movie. but i also lured stuff that i forgot. I wish that i didn't get so emotional over stuff like that, but i can't help it. but there was a trailer for  Twilight, I can't what for it to come out. I  am such a huge fan of vampires. but the way there they are portrayed in Twilight I don't agree thats how there supposed to be. I just like the story.


     So  today so far i went to the store to get SimCity and now i can't what to try it out i missed it, it is such a great game. but besides that i have no idea what to do today.

End of The Continuation

 7/15/2011

       So today was a very fun and predictive day i think i went to VRC for my appointment, witch in fact didn't help me in the slightest except for making me feel like an idiot.  Even though i have an appointment set up in September to test my skills as they say, bet we all know it a test to see how dum you are. Its degrading.

    
    After that i cam home and did some stuff on the computer, and watched an episode of Battle star Golactica.
 and in the time following it i hung around on Facebook and commented on peoples stats. at about 5:30 i went to the store to get some popcorn, witch we didn't end up eating, but that's okay. And after that i headed over to Krysta's to finish watching the Harrry Potter series. We finished it about 11:30 and left there about fifteen minuets later to go to the movie's and watch the midnight screening of the last one, (witch was amazing).

     And a special thanx to Krysta, Joseph, Kimberly, Steven, and Lauren for making it fun. well i just got home and i am off to bed now.

The Continuation Part 2

 7/14/2011


       The day started off at 8 but for some reason i didn't wanna get up so i went back to bed and woke up again at 10. So finally up i went into the kitchen to eat breakfast, but for some reason i walked throw the kitchen and walked out side to mow the lawn. even though i did it the day before. well i thought to myself sense i am already out side i guess that i would go over to my grandfathers and mow his lawn, so I guess we were thinking the same thing because on the way over there he called me.

      Well it didn't take me that long to mow it, then i was off back home again. When I got home i finished weed wrack the lawn. Man that make me feel manly when my mother can start the lawn mower and i can't. After that i went and played around on the computer for a while, let me tell you there is nothing like a cold shower after working outside. Bad note tried to take a cold shower but water was to hot. When i was finished i went and wrote my blog for the day like i am doing here, and in the process like I am doing know i stop every now and then and stare into space. Its almost as if i am whiting for something, or someone.

     Just around 7:00 like every night this past week I went over to Krysta's and Stevens to finish the marathon that we are doing for Harry Potter. "How many times must we feel alone, How many times must we see were we want to go, Why must we stand on the sideline, instead of play in the game. were dose life take us when we feel not the same, when every action we do is distorted by the changes around us, and the people that they affect. This Pledge i make to you that i will try my hardest to become what make me happy, and do the things that make others happy."

    Sorry about that i got sidetracked, were was I? Oh ya okay we had fun, and when i got home i want for a run. probably really shouldn't have because my knees were killing me after words. but after that i decided that I was going to bed so i did.

The Continuation

 7/13/2011


     Yesterday was a continuation of the day before got up and eat something checked my email and checked for updates from my friends on Facebook. after words i decided that i would go and mow the lawn so i did. after words i came back in and took a shower, witch was kinda hot guess i should have turned down the temp lol. All well no harm no foul, i was really hungry after words so i decide that i would go and eat something, so i fixed myself a bowl of cereal. witch was good. well after some time went by and watching TV episodes i eat real dinner. well i decided after that and reading some of other blog post that i would go for a drive down to my thinking spot. (It is even more secluded  then it used to be do to over growth) it took me a will to get to it.

    As i was there I took a few pitchers and watched the birds for a while, and as i sat there thinking i realized something. this would be a good spot to bring somebody and talk. Though maybe not do to that it kinda smells, not of trash but of still water. well the time was about 6:50 so i got up and left to head over to Krysta's to finish the Marathon. When i arrived i was the first one there as all ways, witch is okay by me i would prefer to be early then late. Its the always being the last one to leave that might bug people. well we went downstairs and set everything up as we waited for everybody to get there. We didn't have to what long do to that people were already on there way, and got there shortly.

      We watched the movies, and had some popcorn witch i think i will bring some tonight again. i believe how much i have forgot about the books, witch kinda doesn't surprise  me  because it has been years sense i have read them at all. but i enjoyed them.  Tonight we are watching 4&5 witch are very good. after that i went home and went to bed. (without reading my scriptures, i feel bad about that) I need to get in the habit of doing that more often.

Marithon Begins

 7/12/2011

    Well today i did my laundry and washed all my sheets and blankets. after wards i played around on the computer for a while and it was about 6:30 when i got bored so i left to FHE a little early  to help set up it was fun we had a B&Q and watched a movie. but before we started the movie it started raining hard well i told them that we would have to move it because it wasn't going to stop for a will, but as usual nobody listens to me so they didn't move and as usual i was right and it started raining harder then it had before.

     So after that they finally packed everything up and moved it to the church next door. well there we watched Sherlock Homes witch is always good. we cleaned up and Krysta, Lauren, Steven, Joseph, and all watched the first Harry Potter, it's too bad that Kimberly couldn't come. but all well. it was fun anyway. Tomorrow we are going to be watching the second and third on. i hope that it is as fun as today was. 

A good Day

 7/10/2011


    Today i started off by taking a shower, and getting ready for church. after i was ready i decided to finish watching the episode of Battle Star Galactica witch in my opinion is a good show. Well after that was over i headed off to church witch turned out normal same as always. when i got home from that i sat around for a will and then was headed off to the fireside.
 
    The fireside was good. meet some new people Blake and Hally, nice people. eventually i came back home. and eat dinner and watched another episode. witch as i am sitting here it  made me think if Krysta has started the sears yet. Then i cut my hair and took another shower and now i am going to bed.