Today when I got up I was really cold. I took a shower and played around on the computer for a little while.
Why is it that my and always goes ice cold when I am on the computer. the funny thing is its always the right hand never the left. I have talked to people about it. And they think that its because my hand is still the hold time I am not moving. If that is the case the why doesn't the rest of my body feel cold because its not moving. After that I eat breakfast and watched a movie while I worked out after wards. I watched Clear In Present Danger. Harrison Ford is a great actor.
Watching the X-Files today, really the past week m mother has really gotten into them and sense its playing right behind me I can hear everything that is being said. So you could say I am kinda watching it to. Bit its ok I love the X-Files. mainly because David Duchovny is in it. You have no idea how much I wish I had a job I am so bored. Lol its almost like I have nothing to do. I hope it kinda worms up soon, because I am not ready for this cold weather yet.
Really I don't like cold weather that much anymore. I used to but not now. I am starting to get cold easier then I used to. I prefer cool weather. I don't like hot weather ether. I get sick if it gets to hot. So much for running but I don't like running in the cold. So I have to fined other things to work on my cardio work out. Wish I still had the punching bag.
I went and got my drivers license renewed yesterday that's a good thing, now all i need to do is to get a job so I can start driving my car again. Or pray my SSN goes throw.
“You
must not fear death my lady, defy him and you will drive him into the enemy’s
ranks”
So much for mowing the lawn today, it has been raining all day. My mother has left the windows open all day to. So now I am cold. witch doesn't happen very often. But it also doesn't help that I have been drinking cold drinks all day to. I finished my laundry today, but now I have to fold them. I finished the campaign today again for total war.
Here is a question why do I seem to always have a head ache. I don't really have much to say today. I have watched both the MIB movies I like them. :) I have also worked out today and it felt good. But I don't really have anything to do today. So I have been bored most of the day.
Today I was going to mow the lawn but when I went outside to do so. I noticed that it wasn't that long so i will what to do it till next week. or later this week. I started watching the 13th warrior. It is a really good show. There are some movies that are rated R. for reasons that escape my mind. the only thing that the movie has is gore. But even still there is not much of it. so I don't know why.
I have been writing my story today. about past events. And know its not a blog. witch is about past events. It is about something that happened to me when I was very young. I will be posting it at the end of the week. Even though I am already done writing it. I don't want anybody to read it till I am done using it for what I wrote it for in the first place.
Tonight at FHE we had a B&Q and were going to have a fire, but it started to rain. We still had the fire but a lot of people just stayed inside. after wards a few friends and myself watched Rio. It is a good movie, never seen it before tonight. and now that its after ten I am going to heed home.
Saturday
This is the duration over this weekend covering the General Conference. I woke up just in time for it to start.
And I watched both, the morning and evening session. I went to priesthood meeting down at the conference building. I don't remember If I have ever been there for a session before. I don't think so. I really liked the talks from Holland and Uchtdorf talk. I think there are the two that I like listening to the most, Besides the prophet. I always enjoy listening to him. I think the stories that he talks about to try and make it easier for people to understand are very good.
On the way back Jo dropped me off at my house, because my care got towed. Its not my fault, they need to put the sigh'ns were people can actually see them. I think they do that on prosper so people have to pay to get there cars out. I don't know how long the car is going to be in there. because I don't have the money to get it. for me to get it out is 250 dollars I don't even have 50 :( this makes me really depressed. why do I always have bad luck with cars. Maybe I should just stop driving it would save me a lot of trouble If I am not having to fix something on my car. I am paying some ticket or something. It might be easier if I just stopped driving.
Sunday I love Sunday it always has its special meaning. Sunday is the day that I always feel the best throw the entire week. Even though it could be better. There is one thing that can make it better. Is to feel loved. And not the same type of love you get from your parents. That is something totally different. I am talking about the comfort of that special someone.
Oh, the comfort - the inexpressible comfort of
feeling safe with a person - having neither to weigh thoughts nor
measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff
and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift
them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness
blow the rest away.
-Dinah Craik
Today's session of conference was good, both of them. I really liked Randlle K. Benett's talk. It reminded me of a story from my past that I kinda forgot about. but his story about swimming in the ocean reminded me of mine. I won't go into the details because its kinda long story. I am just going to say that I may not be here. Between sessions I went and got my car from the towing yard.
And know I am listening to Enya. <3 And one of my favorite songs from here is May It Be
I love this song and I like the music video to, I love Lord of the Rings. <3
I found this earlier today and I thought is was good advice and cute. So I am going to share it with you.
A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter. “Sweetheart,
please hold my hand so that you don’t fall into the river.” The little girl
said: “No, Dad. You hold my hand.”“What’s the difference?” Asked the puzzled father.
“There is a big difference.” Replied the little girl.
“If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let
you hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what
happens, you will never let my hand go.”
“In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in
its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather
then expecting them to hold yours…”
