Less stress More secess

Yesterday I didn't do anything till about 7:30, then I went over to my friends house and we made some cookies. well she mad the cookies. I really didn't do anything. I just mixed the ingredients. and help scoop. and after that we watched Ella Enchanted I think its a good movie. and no I have never read the book.

   Today I have been trying to figure out what to do for another project. I might do a wall hanging. or maybe just a book mark. but I have also been talking to a friend. trying to figure out what to do in the future. relations wise. and I think I have figured it out. I also have been playing lines today with a friend for a while. witch is kinda interesting because one game takes like. an hour or more. because we have to what per turn. after that I played some games. and looked up some trailers for games that are coming out.

 Good News I finished feeling out all the information that i needed to for my SSD and I am so relived I get so stressed over it. and also I have my appointment with VRC on the 8 to discuses training options for work. And possable schooling to. man it would be so good to go back to school. The sooner that I am done with it the better.

Flower Power

"Poems are the song of the soul. for witch that we are able to express are deepest feeling in the most creative. and Passionate ways to one another."

That is one Quote that I wrote a while ago that I believe to be true.

  I have gen watching Torchwood all day today. If you don't know what I'm talking about read my blog from yesterday. I want to start a new project but I don't know what I want to do.
  I mean I want to do something with flowers but I don't know how to do it. and If I should make another pillow or a blanket. Maybe I could make a teddy bear ya that would be nice. =). I have written another Poem today about flowers I think it is beautiful. I hope others would think so too.

Finaly done

 Today I watched some episodes of Torchwood. I think it is one of my favorite shows now.
  I also finished my project today to. I am so glad I am down with it. and also somewhat disappointed because now I don't know what else to do. I Mean I have another project in mind. But Should I really do it or not, Because I don't know if I want to do it. It will all depend on the reaction on the one that I have now.

   I went and had my physical done today. I really don't like them, does anybody.

   Tomorrow. I have to mow two lawns now sense I never did ares today. I just didn't feel like it. and also I am really tired right now. I wish I can get some sleep tonight. I truly believe that I haven't had a good night sleep sense February of 09.

A normal Day with Normal activitys

   I was going to mow the lawn today when I got up but I guess I will have to do that tomorrow.. Because the lawn mower is broken. so I am going to have to work on that tomorrow as well.

   I worked on my project again today. It is almost finished. I should be down with it in just a few more days. :)
 FHE was fun I always enjoy talking with people. It was good to see all my friends again. I feel like I don't see them enough. Even though I do see then like 2-3 times a week.

  Afterwards a few friends and me watched "The Emperors new Grove"  I love that show, and I haven't seen it in forever it seems like.  But I will work on the sowing a little more tonight and then go to bed.I really hope that I can sleep tonight, because tomorrow is going to be bisy I have to get up at 8:00.

Sunday Question

     Today was a normal day. well almost a few things have changed. I went to church like normal. But sense my car no longer has incense on it, I had to take my mothers old car. Witch I don't like. because it is in really bad condition. and has no air conditioning. But at least I have a car right. church was good. but I really didn't like Priesthood Meeting. What we were talking about mad me feel like shit. but it is something I needed to here anyways. Well I don't really know about that. It kinda bugs me to here the same thing over and over and over again.

   But when I got home I finished sowing the words on the pillow. I think I should be able to finish it with in the next couple of days. Witch is a good thing. or is it. I have gotten down with that way to early. I was going to give it as a Christmas present. But now I am not sure. with how early I have gotten done with it. I and really debating on if I should give it earlier. I am so confused right now. I really hope that it will all come into focus in the next couple of days.

   Here is something to think about. When you are praying to God. Do you think that when you pray for Courage. That he give it to you. Or do you think that He gives us opportunity to be courageous. And when you ask for help with something do you think that he helps us. Or gives us opportunity for us to help are selves. Just something to think about.       

Two In One

Yesterday not much happened. stayed home most of the day and worked on my project. the I should have it all finished by Sunday night. LOL Well at least the lettering.

  Today I went bowling with some friends I had so much fun. after wards we went to Petco, Party House, and Target. and looked around for a wile. We were going to watch a movie. but after Target. We decided not to due to that it was getting late. Witch is okay with me. I just came back home and eat dinner. "Witch was good by the way". And ever sense that all I have down is work on my project for the last few hours. I was originally had 20 words to do. But I am now down to 5, So I should be able to finish tomorrow. The problem that I am having with it. And I am finding it kinda stressful is that the thread keep catching underneath and knotting so I am keeping to have to un threading it and starting all over. it is a pain in the but. " Just focuses on the cause and you can get throw this man". Thanx Cheaf your a big help. " Thats what I am here for". Well I think I am off to my dream land under the worm sheets. :)    

Slow day

 Today when I got up I didn't do anything. and didn't do anything Until about 7:30 or so. I didn't even eat Until 6. and I have been depressed all day, Its just been one of those days were all you want to do is cry all the time.. like even know. and I know why. I have a problem, But I don't know how to confront it. I feel like if I do then everything that I have been working tords. and hoping for will just all fall apart. and that is why I feel this why.

  I just wish I could talk to somebody about this. But that's another problem. I feel like I have nobody to talk to, that will understand. :(. I know that my blogs have been very depressing latterly. and I am sorry for that.  But you don't have to read them if you don't want to. I just put on here how I feel.

  Oh and one more thing to. Have you ever had a problem that seem like no-matter what you did. it just seemed to bet worse.

Fun times = Awsome

  Okay I will tell you about yesterday, all I did was mow my lawn and that was it.

   Today when I got up I mowed my grandpa's lawn, then when I got home I took a shower. and watched part of James Bond the new one you know the one with I think his name is  Daniel Craig Here he dose a great job i think. but after that I played around on the computer for a wile,

 starting to trace the second half of the project that I am doing. One hour into it and my hand is hurting so I think that I am going to stop for now. I will pick it up tomorrow.

  Tonight Me and some friends watched Pride and Prejudice, It was the first time that I have seen It it was good I loved it.. But know I am thinking of going to bed. Don't know if it will happen though But I will.try

A Long day in the shadows of time.

  When I got up today the first thought that rain throw my head was "ouch that hurt cant you walk around more softly up there." Any ways sorry about that. Cheaf was starting to get a little jumpy. but back to my day. I went outside to mow the lawn but I couldn't because I couldn't get it started. So that is one of the first things that I am going to do today. I say today sense it is currently 00:26 hours. and yes that military time.

  I finished the pitcher today on my project so that is good. But know I get to start on the words that will take me just as long, If not longer than the pitcher did. But I really hope to have it done with in a months time. For FHE today we went to silver lake. they said it was a hike but really I don't call it a hike because all we did was walk around the lake. We really didn't go any were, but if you want to call it on I guess you could sense we did walk around up and down the hills.  I took a lot of pitchers and that's another thing that I am going to do today. is sort out the good from the bad ones. You see sense the screen on my camera doesn't work, I have to take them blindly. But just remember. "You don't have to see, to notice the beauty of  what your looking at, that is a feeling from your heart."

   I also got my package today. I am so exited. Now I can finally do with it what I always wanted. Give it away. After the Hike, or so we went back to my friends house to finish watching the Lord of the Rings. it was fun, but know my day is down I am going to bed.

Sunday, Sunday, Sunday

  Today, Sunday, Yep its Sunday. again. Man it has gone by so fast. I don't want it to be over. Don't you wish sometimes that you can just turn back time. That would surly help me out a lot. But I guess the only way that would happen is by a time machine TARDIS LoL.  Well I went to church today. It was Interesting, because besides the lesson in priesthood meting. President Plum also challenged anyone who volunteered to a push-up contest. It was very unexpected.

 I also sowed a little bit before to almost down with the pitcher It is starting to look good. Well to me I think it is good. but then again I haven't done it in so long. Maybe it really isn't but how knows there is only one way to find out. And that is to finish the project.

 I went to a fire side today, it was good. It made me think of some more quote's I thought of five will I was there. and tomorrow. There is a Hike for FHE it is going to be fun. But right know I am Listening to Brian Adams, I love his music. But before I go to bed tonight I believe that I am going to finish the pitcher and finish my movie. I am watching Hope Floats, It is such a great movie. :)