Aug 2, 2011

Projecta

8/2/2011

    Today I went and got all the fabric that I am going to need for my project that I am doing. I am not going to tell you what it is. All I am going to say is its going to be a gift. I was going to give it at Christmas, but that might be to far away. Depending on how long it take me to make I might give it sooner. And I have been working on it all day. Well at least I thought, "He said to himself pondering over the contents of his mind."

   I went to the softball game today witch was fun when I got home I decided to eat sense like 10 am I will go play some games before I go to bed, Or I should go finish the out line so I can start sowing tomorrow. But I will go for a walk tonight and then go to bed around 12:00 tomorrow I will start sowing, and job searching again.

   

Aug 1, 2011

Bad Dreams

  8/1/2011

   Today I am so tired because, I had some nightmares last night. Its kinda funny you know, when your little you think of a nightmare as stuff like Clowns, or being chased. But when you get older they turn into something worse I think. for instance mine comprise of what I am most afraid of, and not allowing me to do anything to help. What is truly horrifying, is not what you dream about. But the worry. that it might come true, and you wont be able to do anything about it. No matter how hard you try, or what you do. It is always just lingering in the back of your mind, just sitting there, and waiting to strike. That is what truly frightens us.

   When I got up I went and mowed the lawn before it got to hot out side. It wasn't as long as it normally is, maybe next week it will be. I played around on the computer for a while. Then I decided to go and clean the kitchen, because I really should have done it last week. but I am such a great procrastinator, that I didn't do it till today. I am going to go eat something. then I will take a look at my car to see why it sleeks when I turn. I am hoping it is just a rock. because if it isn't and the brakes are still good. That means that the CV axles are going out on me. and I really don't have the money to replace them.

   Tonight I went to the stake FHE pool party, I thought it was fun. well at least I had a fun time for the most part. What did I do daring it, well I swam and swam, looked for people, eat some ice-cream, and swam some more. I was originally not going to swim. But Alex changed my mind. well honestly I really didn't swim that much I mostly just walked around the pool and in the pool. I hung around Lauren and Krista. Mostly, Near the end of the time that I was swimming. I really wasn't  focusing on what was going on that much. But more focused keeping an eye on  Krysta. Now don't get the wrong idea. I was doing it because I was noticing that she was having a hard time. So I just wanted to be close if something happened.  That's all some people would say that I am over reacting. and they would even say that there is no need to for that. But then again all the people that say that never have had drowning experience. Let me tell you its not fun. I am some what afraid of the water. Because when I was younger I almost did drowned. But that's a story for another time.

   I am very tired now that it is all over with. but I don't know what I am going to do know. I was thinking about watching a movie. But I don't know what one I would watch. I mean earlier I was looking throw my movies. and I didn't see any thing that looked good. And that's saying something, sense I have a lot of movies. Maybe ill scan them again, to see if anything looks interesting or not. I don't know, way do I have a hard time trying to figure out what to do. I may just go for a walk, or something. So I can think, I don't know way walks help me think but they do.

Jul 31, 2011

Sunday Sunday Sunday

7/31/2011

     Today was a normal Sunday got up eat breakfast. got ready for church. Went to church. Church was almost like normal, except today instead of separating for are classes it was combined.  I did something today in church that I haven't down in many a years. Can you guess what it is. No okay ill tell you. I passed the sacrament. I haven't done that sense i was 18 it was kinda weird. But I guess the more you do it the more you feel conferrable with it.

   After Church I decided to play some games for a will. before going over to Josephs and getting some chocolate from him. and I went and dropped some off at Lauren's, because she said she wanted some. after that I Came back home and Had some cobbler it was so good. and now I guess I am going to go watch a movie. Oh only if somebody wants to watch one with me.

But I will go for a walk after that and then I am unsure if I will go to bed early tonight or not. Because tomorrow Is kinda a Pool Party, but its not at the same time. I am still uncertain, if I even want to go swimming. or not. I mean I do, but I don't at the same time.  All will be decided tomorrow.  

Jul 30, 2011

Good Smells

7/30/2011

      Today I slept in a few hours then I wanted to, I must have been tired. Woke up at 9:55, I was supposed to be at Joseph's at 9:50. So I really had to hurry got dressed and brushed my teeth and ran out the door. Didn't really have any time for anything else.  Well I had a good time at the service project that we were going to. I am so tired right now though. You know I really hate feeling depressed all the time. I just feel like I want to cry right now. :(

    And I now I shouldn't be but I just cant help it. I decided to go and get some Incense, and I perfume. well its not really but it is in a way. it smells like rain, but you spray it on. Witch is okay because I love good smells. I really like the smell of perfume even though I cant ware it. There are only a few colones that I like, and I cant find them. So I am trying to find new smells to use.  After I did that I came back home. Oh and before I went to the store I finished sorting my laundry :). But anyway when I got home, Jo decided to text me, to let me know that he was inviting me over to watch a movie. So that's what I did.

   After watching the movie. I came back home and here I am typing this up for you to read. This is all that I am going to say today. I probably wont have much to say tomorrow either, because sense it is Sunday, I wont be doing much. but I will still put a blog up here anyway so you can see how boring my Sundays are.

Jul 29, 2011

Testing

 7/29/2011

 For the past couple of days I have been doing testing for VRC. it went good. found out what I already know, and some stuff that I didn't . For example I'm partly dyslexic. Its not that bad but its in there a little bit. If anybody would like to see the results you will have to come see me, because i am not putting them up here. Anyways it would be easier to show you then to have to put them up here.

  But I am glad that its over with, I don't think I can handle getting up that early like I used to. When I got home I decided to take a shower, and do my laundry. Later this evening I went to a movie with Krysta, we went and saw Thor. I love that movie. Manly because I love Mithalage, and yes I know that's not spelled right, but I really don't care. I had a good time. and watching movies more then once you notice things that you didn't before. but now that I am home I should probably finish my laundry. why cant it be next month already I want to start my project, because its going to talk me a couple of weeks to finish it. Another thing I am so glade that I don't have to get up early tomorrow, I really am not a morning person.  Well good night every one. that is reading this, I  hope you all sleep well. for I will not. But I hope I will. but it is very doubt full.


Laugh until we think we'll die, barefoot on a summer night, never could be sweeter than with you Home, I am home. Home is wherever I'm with you. :)

Jul 28, 2011

Harry Potter Record Time

'Harry Potter' Hits $900M Worldwide in

Record Time



Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 crossed the $900 million worldwide mark on Wednesday, its 15th day in release. That made Harry's last stand the fastest movie ever to reach that milestone, breaking Avatar's 18-day record.
On Wednesday, Deathly Hallows Part 2 brought in $24.7 million worldwide ($5.2 million from domestic and $19.5 million from foreign), lifting its total to $906.8 million. It climbed to 19th place on the all-time chart, jumping past Goblet of Fire's $896.9 million final haul.
The first Harry Potter, Sorcerer's Stone, still ranks as the top-grossing with $974.8 million, while only Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides and Transformers: Dark of the Moon slot higher for 2011 with $1.03 billion and $926.1 million, respectively. Deathly Hallows Part 2 is on course to join the $1 billion club by early next week.
Domestic alone, Deathly Hallows Part 2's business was down 58 percent from last Wednesday to $5.2 million, falling harder but grossing more than the previous July Potters, Half-Blood Prince and Order of the Phoenix, at the same point. With a $291.7 million tally in 13 days, it also edged out the final gross of Goblet of Fire ($290 million) and will eclipse Order of the Phoenix and Deathly Hallows Part 1 on Thursday (though it will still rank last in estimated attendance).
Captain America: The First Avenger topped the Wednesday domestic box office with $5.8 million. With an $86.4 million tally in six days, the Marvel Comics adaptation extended its lead over the summer's other superhero movies through day six. Thor had $80.7 million by day six, and its latest total was $180.3 million.

Jul 27, 2011

Modern, Cool Nerd

 7/27/201


    Today Besides my normal explanation for my day. I have decided to tell you some small part of the way I am. if your good and behave children, I will tell you the rest latter. but just read the Notes at the bottom of this Blog. 

    Well today I mowed my grandfathers lawn, like a normal Wednesday. I need to finish cleaning the kitchen sense I never finished yesterday. In-fact I really didn't even start. (don't tell any one though) whisper whisper. I hope that I can get a hold of the people that I need to today from the government. Because its really starting to irritate me.  I also need to talk to my counselor from VRC to re: set  my appointment, I have to do that sense my other appointment was moved up to tomorrow. 

I Just had an Idea I want to make a pillow a big one, But I Cant Decide if I want to Embroider something onto it. or sow it. ether way it is going to talk me a will. but I think that it would be fun. and it would make a great present for somebody.

   I think I am bored or something I just looked at random pitchers for the past 3 hours or so. what to do what to do.Well the people that I need to talk to aren't answering there phone so I guess that I will have to try again tomorrow. Speaking of tomorrow I am starting my testing tomorrow. Oh big wop ( as he rolls his eyes).

    I will need to start my project if I intend to finish it.I have the pitcher and the saying that I am going use. I cant say what it is that I am going to be making, just in-case the person that I am making it for decides to read this. It would totally ruin the surprise. I hope it turns out good.



I am
57 % Nerd, 65% Geek, 39% Dork
For The Record:

A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.
A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.
A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.
You scored better than half in Nerd and Geek, earning you the title of: Modern, Cool Nerd.

Nerds didn't use to be cool, but in the 90's that all changed. It used to be that, if you were a computer expert, you had to wear plaid or a pocket protector or suspenders or something that announced to the world that you couldn't quite fit in. Not anymore. Now, the intelligent and geeky have eked out for themselves a modicum of respect at the very least, and "geek is chic." The Modern, Cool Nerd is intelligent, knowledgable and always the person to call in a crisis (needing computer advice/an arcane bit of trivia knowledge). They are the one you want as your lifeline in Who Wants to Be a Millionaire (or the one up there, winning the million bucks

Jul 26, 2011

Stress releved

 7/26/2011

    Today after I got up and got ready for the day, and eat breakfast. I did some calling to see if I could move up my appointment with VRC and now I have an appointment on Thursday. That's so much better then August 26th. I also finished cleaning my car to, got all the windows down today, Yay now I can see.

   Something on the internet keeps changing my homepage and it is very annoying. I really hope that I can find the problem. before it drives me crazy. I should probably clean the kitchen today to, just to keep myself from getting bored. I am Hoping that Pirates hits the dollar theater this week, I am really wanting to go see it again. It should because its been at least 2 months maybe longer sense it came out.  

     well I think that is it for today. I will be going for a walk latter though. And I am going to share a song with you that has been stuck in my head all day. but ill give you the version that I like, this isn't the original.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KXPWh2Jk1nc

“Have a heart that never hardens, a temper that never tires, and a touch that never hurts”
-Charles Dickens-

I Want another Marithon

 7/26/2011


    Today started off with me wanting to mow the lawn, but when I went out side I decided to what because it really didn't grow much this past week.But sense I didn't weed-wrack last week I probably should do it today, because its getting kinda long. Just an off note my thumb still hurts and I have no idea why, But its been hurting for weeks now. I mean its not like its a bad pain, Its just kinda annoying.

    Well I called the people from workforce services and left a message because nobody was there. Actually I don't even know if there open today. Now I need to call the people from the social security place to see exactly what they want. Because the letter they sent me is very confusing. I need a few things explained. How am I supposed to get the things done that I need, when people don't give me all the information that I need in the first Place.

   So took out the trash, and now I am looking for work. Its really hard when you don't have the qualifications that you need. And even harder when you cant get them, because no one is willing to train you. Well its 4:50 I think that I am going to the store now. Now that I am home I believe that I am going to wash my car, haven't done that in like 3 months or so, need to vacuum it to, but luckily its only been a few weeks sense that.

     Well its about 6:50 I am off to Krysta's to start the Lord of the Rings. Now that we are finally done with Star-Wars I mean its not bad, in-fact I love Star-Wars its just we have been trying to finish it for like 2 months now. And the Harry Potter Marathon, witch was so much fun. But now we get to start another really great sears. I enjoyed myself tonight, and now I am going to go to bed. butt before I do that. I need a drink. (Mmmm water) Tomorrow I don't know what I am going to do, don't really have anything planed, but I might just go job hunting again. its the only thing that I can think of to do.Well I guess I could update my music file. Well good night everybody, and have sweet dreams. of buttery cotes, and biter unilateral water stopper pushy upper thingy. :)    

Jul 24, 2011

Nothing today

 7/24/2011

 Today I haven't really done anything. After getting up I got ready for church. The funny thing is I never used to like church, but know I actually look forward to going every week. Is that a sign that I like church more now, or is it that I just like the people that I go with. I don't know but it doesn't really matter on the reason, just as long as I like it. Well I guess I would say that I really do like the people there. I have made a lot of good friends, the first real friends sense I graduated.

    Sense church is over now I don't have anything to do. why is it hard for me sometimes to find stuff to do. IDK but I guess I could watch something. or do something on here. What ever I am going to do I better come up with it fast, because I am starting to ramble a bit. Well as I went on my walk tonight I found some baby toads, man I wish I could have brought them home with me but i have nowhere to keep them.