Tennis, Games & Exercise

  Today I have been watching the US Open I believe that Roger Federer and Novak Djokovic are becoming two of my favorite players, but I also like Rafael Nadel and Andy Roddick I like all of them. Tennis is one of the only sports I like watching. And I have been doing it all morning.

  I have also been whiting for WoW to finish downloading I have really wanted to play lately. but I haven't been on in so long that I really dought that my stuff is still on there I believe that once it is on there that always stays on there. But I have no Idea I don't know for sure.

  After watching the Tennis matches, witch were amazing should I say. They were so close the whole time. And I am now have been watching streaming, and cometary on Starcraft tormentors I didn't even finish them all the way though. I found out that they just don't hold as much excitement for me,, like they used to.  But also sense Gears 3 comes out on the 20th I have been playing the other ones to refresh my memory on the story line.

  Witch I have been playing a lot of that for the past two days. I need to exercise more though because my hart rate just wont go down. I mean I do exercise a lot but it just doesn't seem to do much so I am going to be bad. I know that running is bad for my knees, but it dose the most for my stamina, and allows me to work harder. Maybe it will help me more maybe.

   I have also been looking at random videos on YouTube. And I found this one you don't have to watch the whole thing. You could just skip to the end and look at the finished project, But I though it was cool.  I think that the person that dose these Is amazing. she calls them her Nerdy Nummes!

  Well that's It for today talk to you guys latter.

Fun

 Today I went on a date with a friend, and I had fun. let me tell ya. I had a great time. I always enjoy talking and doing stuff with her.  We went to see Captain America, it is such a great show. If you haven't seen it yet I highly recommend it. After ward we and had, well I guess you could call it Linner. Sense it is between Lunch and Dinner, but anyways we went to Arby's. And then I took her home, and in good time to. Because I believe it is about to rain. 

  I started watching the USopen for Tennis, and was talking to my friend about it, and part of the way throw it I just went over to her house and watched it there. The reason for that is sense we were talking a lot about it anyway mine as well watch it were we could talk face to face about it. After we were cut off from watching the rest of it, because the day was apparently over with. we watched some random commercial witch were kinda funny. 
 
  And that was my day. O and P.S.


Isn't amazing the difference is between running and riding a bike. I mean I can ride my bike for 3 miles no problem, but when it comes to running I can't even make it a quoter of a mile before I have to stop and rest.

The Results

     Today I have been lazy, and for some reason I just cant get my hart rate to go down. I have been trying all day, I mean it goes down slight slightly but then it goes right back up a few minuets latter. I really believe that I do have tachycardia.  I had my appointment with VRC today and let me tell ya I don't like the test results that I got back from them. I mean I really feel like they are just calling me an idiot or something to that affect when ever they talk to me. So that really hasn't helped my stress any at all, but they have also gave me some good ideas for work to. and I might be able to go back to school while I do the job tranning that would be nice.  

     So If I have time tomorrow. I might go and see if I can donate tomorrow. sense I wasn't able today. I hope that I will be able to or I might have to cancel some of my plans this month, and I really don't want to do that. Hopefully tomorrow I will feel better, I mean right now I just feel so stressed out. I hope I can sleep. Normally I have a hard time sleeping when I am stressed.

A Productive Day

Today has been a productive day I think. It started off with me taking a nice and warm shower. Then I decided to look up movie times but sense it is early in the morning, and they don't put them on till the afternoon you would think that I would know that. But I did anyway. and just to my surprise they were not up yet. so I guess Ill check them latter. So I am going to go play some Gears right now for a little bit while I what for WoW to finish downloading all of its updates. Witch in fact takes for ever for I have 9 Gigabytes to download, and I am only going at 150 Kilobytes. And for all you people that don't know how long that will take let me lay it out for you. A. There are 1000 Kilobytes in on Megabyte. B. There are 1000 Megabyte's in one Gigabyte. So what dose that mean well Let me tell you sense I have the time to do all of this.

  Sense I have 9G to go that 9,000 Megabytes or 9,000,000 Kilobyte's or another way of looking at it, it would take   60,000 seconds, or 1,000 Minuets, or 16 and a half hours approximately. That is a detailed description of how long it would take. I really don't think I can make it any clearer.

  Anyway I just found out that they are starting the Beta for Diablo III, witch is going to be awesome.  Now I went over to see if I could donate some plasma, but I couldn't because my hart rate is to high again. You know it not my fault I get extremely stressed out whenever I go into there. Its not because I don't get any exercise. I get plenty, in fact when I am done writing this I intend to go exercise.   But I will go back tomorrow and try again I guess. If not I might have to change my plans a bit.

  After I left the donation center I went over to my cousins house for a while. It is always good to see them. Plus I haven't seen them in months so he helped fix the sensors on the car because they were going all haywire and stuff. and after that we went kinda four wheeling, It was fun I haven't done that in a long time. Now I wasn't home for more then an hour before my friend texted me asking if I wanted to come over and watch a movie. So my answer was sure why not I would love to. mainly because I really don't have anything else to do.

 But now I am home I have to say My day was very productive and I enjoyed it immensely. but now that it is over I am very tired and I leave you with this little detail. Good Night  

Smile

Today I mowed the lawn when I got up.played around on the computer for awhile. And then I decided to look up to see how much it would be to renew my drivers license. Haven't found anything out yet though. I need to check the air in the tires and the air filter to see if it needs to be replaced. and that is for the car. I looked at some job's today to. If there is so much out there then why is it so hard to find work? Answer me that, here is another question. If you are eating Breakfast at Dinner time, is it still considered as Breakfast or is it Dinner?

 Me personally I prefer to call it Breakfast. because to me Breakfast is always the first meal of the day. To go along with the post that I put up a few days ago. I want to know if any of you have a favorite star. If so please feel free to leave a comment. And let me know witch one it is.

  I have been looking up short animation films I like the stuff that people make one of my favorite ones isThe Clock Tower I find it very cute.  Its the small things like this that make me smile. it doesn't take much to make me smile. Its just a feeling I get when ever I see something like this. :). Also its the little things in life that make the biggest differences. For instance just a simple word  of hello. or how you doing. you don't even have to say anything, just stand there and smile. that will make me happy.

  Now I don't know how I started on this conversation but, I am just saying whats on my mind.
I am going to go do my laundry will I am thinking about it. and clean my room. Or something to that affect.

Memorial Day

 I haven't done anything today really all I have done is sit here at the computer. I really think I should go do something but I don't really want to. I have had a head each all day today and I believe it is from lack of sleep. Witch is strange because I have been sleeping better now then I have in a long time.  I have been thinking a lot about this project that I want to do. But I cant get to the store till Thursday, so it is going to have to what just a little longer.

  Well good news don't know if I told you this, but I will be able to start donating plasma again on Thursday to. ;)  I Know I need to go and do  something because I am starting to feel depressed again. The thing is what I want to do I can't do because nobody is around to do it with. so I guess I will have to try and think of something else to do. I have been invited to a birthday party on Saturday but I don't know if I am going to go. Mainly because I don't really no the person.

  I was supposed to do a B&Q with some friends today. That was a bummer, or was it really. Because I really didn't want to go. But I wanted to go at the same time So conflicting thing are the life of my world right now.  I haven't really eaten anything all day today either, I mean I really haven't felt like doing anything. any my mother isn't helping any. She keeps bugging me, and frankly I find it highly annoying. But there isn't anything I can really do about that.

   I should really eat something. for if I don't it wouldn't be very healthy. Okay tomorrow I am going to do some yard work. Mainly mowing the lawn. And I know I am posting this early butt I have nothing else to say.

Now and Before

Yesterday when I got up I finished the lawn, because my mother has been bugging me about it for some time now. And honestly I really don't like mowing the lawn, I would say it is one of the lest favorite things of mine.  I also finished my laundry too. I didn't do much yesterday but play games. I read for a while though. and went for a walk last night. It was very nice due to that it was cool, instead of hot like it normally is.  After I finished the walk I looked at the stars for a while. and I realized something that I hadn't before. I have a favorite star. I say this because when ever I go outside and look at them its the first one I look at and often the last too.


Its nice to have something you like shining down on you that will never change, or go away. Something so beautiful. should never have to hide. I just want to hold it in my hands and sing. And every time I look at them I always think of the Jiminy Cricket song.  And sorry but this is the only one I could find that had the entire song.

 I started watching the Transporter Treo, and now I have to finish it today. I also need to clean the house today witch I think I will get started on after I eat breakfast. or lunch witch ever you want to call it. sense it is parity much lunch time anyways. I also need to call the incense company back and call either on of my cousins or my ant to now how much it is. Unless you guys can tell me. How much is it to park at the gateway.

There is only one thing that I don't like about are vacuum cleaner, and that is that the belt keeps falling off. So I have to keep stopping to put it back on. But so far today I have vacuumed the house, and cleaned the kitchen floor. I would clean the kitchen the rest of the way, but my mother is doing stuff in there.  I was going to make pancakes for breakfast, but then I realized that I don't remember how to. So that I will have to learn another time. Perhaps tomorrow.  On second though I probably wont, because tomorrow is fast Sunday.

  I also finally mad an entry into my journal. Not this, yes this is a day to day journal for the most part. I am talking about my personal Journal. You know the kind that nobody else reads. Well in my case listens to. except those select few. for example your significant other.  And in my case I will be very careful on how I chose to read it. because I men it has the most detailed events of my feelings.

  I was going to go on a bike ride last night but then I realized that the tires are flat. So I will do that tonight instead.  I found all of my oldie music that my father gave me. today so I put all of that on the computer. We must not forget are past, for by studying are past we can learn to prepare for the future. I have also been thinking a lot today to, and one song that has been in my head that kinda describes how I am feeling right now Is I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing by Aerosmith 

  I have also been thinking that I need to start listening to those tapes/cd's that i have so I can start learning french again. I started a while ago, then stopped. I don't remember why though but I think I will pick up were I left off at.  I wounder if it really dose help by listening to it while you sleep. but knowing me that will never work because if I am listening to it I will never be able to fall asleep. Witch reminds me I should probably go to bed earlyer tonight then what I did last night. dew to that I am really tired right now. 

But knowing myself it wont happen. unless somebody makes me. I know it is really bad of me not to go to bed early, I need to change my sleeping habits. But trust me when I tell you I am trying.


I have to thank you guys for listening. Well reading my thoughts. Its nice to now that somebody thinks my life is interesting. for I believe it to be ordinary and somewhat boring. A lot of the time. But it has its moment I must say.

A sound day

   I have been trying to get a hold of my incense provider today. So i can tell them that i am not going throw them anymore. but like usual you can never get a hold of them.  I also went over to the Biomat today and talked to them I will be able to start donating again next week so that will be good.

   I need to weed whack tomorrow, before the grass over grows anymore. also I took one of the old mattresses of my bed, now lets see if I will be able to sleep any better. I really hope so because I am really tired. And would love to be able to sleep. I can tell though, because last night my back felt so much better lying on the bed then it has in a while.

   And also I woke up this morning singing, Im so Parity, Im so Parity, Im so Parity and witty and Gay, and I know its going to be a wonderful day.  You know I have never heard that song all the way though before. Anyway, I was supposed to go talk to the Bishop today. about My problem I am having. but I forgot. so I guess I will have to just what till next week. Man with all of this I feel like next week is going to be busy for me. But that's okay. it will keep me occupied.

 Will I was out today I was going to go over to Joans. witch is a fabric store I need to look at some patterns for my next project. but I forgot. so I might just do that tomorrow.  And Im sorry that these are so long. I just have a lot on my mind. and there is a lot on my mind that I am not saying. Dew to privacy issues.

I don't know why I just started thinking about this but. "Everybody has bad thought, What makes us good and bad people are the actions that we take towards them. You could choose to act upon them. Thus making you a bad person. or we could choose to ignore the thought. try and correct are selves. It is not that we are born Good or Evil. but its the Chooses that defines how we are."  

 

Now and Before

  Yesterday started off with me trying to mow the lawn, but I couldn't do it. Because when I started I got to laps around the lawn before the belt fell off. and I really didn't want to put up with trying to put it back on. So I came back in and decided to play some games. After doing that for a while. I spent some time finish feeling out the forms for for the SSD

  I went to FHE after wards. and I really was bored most of the time.  It would have been funner I think if I liked the band that was playing. It didn't help that I was feeling kinda depressed to. but that was sorta diapering by the end of the night. All you need is to talk to friends. It really help to make you happy. and hope. 

“Hope is a good thing, In fact one of the best of things. For the good things never die. You may loose it. Or miss place it. But You will always remember, you will never forget.”

  Thanx to all my friends. for just talking to me. 

Latter I took Krysta home because her original rid didn't want to leave. I have no problem doing that. But when I got home I Started to watch The Shaw Shank Redemption, witch is a very good show in my opinion.

 Then I went to bed shortly after ward. I didn't even finish the movie.

Today I finished mowing the lawn, and didn't even eat breakfast till like 3 o'clock I just didn't feel like eating all day. Even right now I am doing nothing, but playing games on FB witch don't do anything for you but wast time. I backed up all my pic's and documents on my computer . I finished my movie today. and started a new one. I am now watching The Work and the Glory. I don't care what people say about that I like it. so there. :p


   I have decided today that I am getting rid of all the rated R movies that I have. I know I will miss them. But I really need to stop watching them too.

 I really need to go on my walk tonight haven't gone the past two days. It is going to feel so good.

Strange things are happening to me.

  Today I went to Church and made some progress with my responsibility's there That is good. When I got home I checked for any emails and got ready to go to the fireside. I don't know what is with me today. But at the fireside I don't remember anything they said.. And even at church I only remember part of what was said. I have been out of it all day today, and I don't know why.

 I have been playing games with people on FB and it is fun but its also kinda frustrating at the same time, because you have to what forever sometimes in between turns. Its not that big of a deal though. But there are just some things that I find nerve racking.

  Tomorrow should be fun. Have a concert tomorrow. for FHE it sounds like a lot of fun. Don't know if I should bring something to much on though. because they say there bring food. But we all know that, that means that there will just be snacks. Just something to think about. and I need to put gas in the car to.

  I had the strangest dream last night. I was running around the church in my swimming suite. and when I ran into the gym it was an ice ring. and everybody including myself started skating. In are swimming suits. strange I know. but can you explain it.