Today the power went out at my house.for a few hours. Mainly because my grandfather was over here playing with the wires and over loaded the backers. That was the high light of my day. I didn't get around to going running this morning, because I forgot to. and when I finally remembered to it was to hot out side. I finally finished downloading the client today. And know I am not starting to get the feeling that it wasn't a good idea to do it in the first place. Last time I was started playing WoW it became a huge addiction for me. So I will see how it goes this time, if it starts to look as if it is going to head that way again I will just cut it off.
Why is it no matter how much I eat and or when I eat I am always hunger like an hour later. It really isn't a good thing. Well back to addictions I find that if you like something so much that you do it all the time, or eat it all the time. Regarding that it is healthy for you or not. It is not a good thing. any addiction can be bad, no matter what or how much you have. I did do my laundry today though I have been waiting to do it all week.
I cam across a quote today that I think everybody should memorize, it goes something like this. "Live your life with somebody that makes you happy, not somebody that you have to impress."
Just some words that should have a bigger meaning in the world today. but has no affect on it.
Sep 15, 2011
Sep 14, 2011
Thinking is Trouble
Today I mowed the lawn when I got up. and then took the car over to see if it would pass emissions, it did. But the brakes will need to be replaced before next year. Have been waiting for this download to finish all day long but most likely it wont finish till tomorrow. I hope I start feeling better tomorrow.
Lately I have been filling lonely. And I hate it, it is not a good thing for when I begin feeling this way I tend to do things I wouldn't have normally. And its not like its because I am feeling depressed. Its that I have been thinking to much. I find I do that a lot. And it has been nothing but trouble for me. Haven't done anything else today. Just been watching movies, and reading something that I should have finished a long time ago.
I decided to play some halo for a while surprisingly. Playing games doesn't exit me like it used to. I don't know why maybe its just because I am getting older. Or it could be I am just finding other stuff to occupy my time with that is more interesting to me. What ever the case is I only spend like an hour or two a day now playing. Instead of like 6 or so.
I didn't go running last night because my knee was killing me. I mean it hurt to just stand up. So I don't think that running would have helped any, but it is starting to feel better tonight. I also wont be able to start my project till next month witch is kinda a bummer to me. I also am drinking hot chocolate right now, Yum it is so good. I love hot chocolate. I hope that we will be able to hook the washing machine back up before Sunday. Or I will not have any church clothes. Okay I will have clothes but not the ones I want to ware. I have the all black one. And if that is the case I will have to call Joseph, because I will not be able to do the sacrament. You have to have a white shirt to pass and administrate it, so I believe you have to have on to set it up to. But I am not 100% on that. Will will come to that bride though after the the next bend.
Lately I have been filling lonely. And I hate it, it is not a good thing for when I begin feeling this way I tend to do things I wouldn't have normally. And its not like its because I am feeling depressed. Its that I have been thinking to much. I find I do that a lot. And it has been nothing but trouble for me. Haven't done anything else today. Just been watching movies, and reading something that I should have finished a long time ago.
I decided to play some halo for a while surprisingly. Playing games doesn't exit me like it used to. I don't know why maybe its just because I am getting older. Or it could be I am just finding other stuff to occupy my time with that is more interesting to me. What ever the case is I only spend like an hour or two a day now playing. Instead of like 6 or so.
I didn't go running last night because my knee was killing me. I mean it hurt to just stand up. So I don't think that running would have helped any, but it is starting to feel better tonight. I also wont be able to start my project till next month witch is kinda a bummer to me. I also am drinking hot chocolate right now, Yum it is so good. I love hot chocolate. I hope that we will be able to hook the washing machine back up before Sunday. Or I will not have any church clothes. Okay I will have clothes but not the ones I want to ware. I have the all black one. And if that is the case I will have to call Joseph, because I will not be able to do the sacrament. You have to have a white shirt to pass and administrate it, so I believe you have to have on to set it up to. But I am not 100% on that. Will will come to that bride though after the the next bend.
Sep 13, 2011
Help Always Comes to Those who ask for it.
I was going to mow the lawn today when I got up but I decided to do that tomorrow. Mainly because I wanted to see if I could donate today. And I was able to I guess prayers do come true. Just when you need them the most. Thanks God. for looking out for me. I know you are the one person I can always count on. :) Well I will do it tomorrow then.
I finally talked to my father today. The last time I talked to him was on fathers day. But it was good to talk to him. I went to Jo-Ann's today and I found the pattern I want to do for my next project. Its going to be good. At least this one shouldn't take me as long as the last one did.
I haven't done much besides that, I just have been playing some games, while I am waiting for this client to download. it is taking for ever. but I guess ill what, not by choice though. and I guess I have been looking up jobs to. Now let me leave you with a Song that I really like. that I ran across the other day.
I finally talked to my father today. The last time I talked to him was on fathers day. But it was good to talk to him. I went to Jo-Ann's today and I found the pattern I want to do for my next project. Its going to be good. At least this one shouldn't take me as long as the last one did.
I haven't done much besides that, I just have been playing some games, while I am waiting for this client to download. it is taking for ever. but I guess ill what, not by choice though. and I guess I have been looking up jobs to. Now let me leave you with a Song that I really like. that I ran across the other day.
Sep 12, 2011
Pains & Tennis
Yesterday I wen to church, went to a fireside afterwards. it was a good one Elder Oaks was speaking. I liked is talk. after that was over I went over to a friends house well lots of other friends and had some scons. they were good. and I am glad that I went, because there were a lot of people there that I haven't seen in a while.
Today I went over to GameStop to make sure that my copy of Gears was fully paid off. I also didn't sleep very good last night. For some reason I have been having stumic cramps all night. and I have had them all morning too. But a good thing is that they are starting to go away. I have also been watching the Us Open today. Watching the game all I have to say is what a great game. Like the one on Saturday this game has been so close the entire time.
Even though it has been close. Both of them haven't been playing at there best . They have been having so many problems, to many faults from both of them. And there serving hasn't been that good. But all in all it was a good game.
After I that was over I went to FHE, it was fun we played softball, volleyball, frisby, and soccer. Well they did I just watched, because I find that more fun really. After that A few of my friends, and myself all went over to a friends house and watched G.I.Joe it was good I really like that move. Even though I cant but help find all the flaws in it. I mean for once I would like them to make a movie that is really listic without all the hollywood theatricals. but thats just me.
Now that I am home again. I am going to go exercise, and then go to bed. Yah for sleep. I just hope that I will be able to sleep better tonight then I did last night.
Today I went over to GameStop to make sure that my copy of Gears was fully paid off. I also didn't sleep very good last night. For some reason I have been having stumic cramps all night. and I have had them all morning too. But a good thing is that they are starting to go away. I have also been watching the Us Open today. Watching the game all I have to say is what a great game. Like the one on Saturday this game has been so close the entire time.
Even though it has been close. Both of them haven't been playing at there best . They have been having so many problems, to many faults from both of them. And there serving hasn't been that good. But all in all it was a good game.
After I that was over I went to FHE, it was fun we played softball, volleyball, frisby, and soccer. Well they did I just watched, because I find that more fun really. After that A few of my friends, and myself all went over to a friends house and watched G.I.Joe it was good I really like that move. Even though I cant but help find all the flaws in it. I mean for once I would like them to make a movie that is really listic without all the hollywood theatricals. but thats just me.
Now that I am home again. I am going to go exercise, and then go to bed. Yah for sleep. I just hope that I will be able to sleep better tonight then I did last night.
Sep 10, 2011
Tennis, Games & Exercise
Today I have been watching the US Open I believe that Roger Federer and Novak Djokovic are becoming two of my favorite players, but I also like Rafael Nadel and Andy Roddick I like all of them. Tennis is one of the only sports I like watching. And I have been doing it all morning.
I have also been whiting for WoW to finish downloading I have really wanted to play lately. but I haven't been on in so long that I really dought that my stuff is still on there I believe that once it is on there that always stays on there. But I have no Idea I don't know for sure.
After watching the Tennis matches, witch were amazing should I say. They were so close the whole time. And I am now have been watching streaming, and cometary on Starcraft tormentors I didn't even finish them all the way though. I found out that they just don't hold as much excitement for me,, like they used to. But also sense Gears 3 comes out on the 20th I have been playing the other ones to refresh my memory on the story line.
Witch I have been playing a lot of that for the past two days. I need to exercise more though because my hart rate just wont go down. I mean I do exercise a lot but it just doesn't seem to do much so I am going to be bad. I know that running is bad for my knees, but it dose the most for my stamina, and allows me to work harder. Maybe it will help me more maybe.
I have also been looking at random videos on YouTube. And I found this one you don't have to watch the whole thing. You could just skip to the end and look at the finished project, But I though it was cool. I think that the person that dose these Is amazing. she calls them her Nerdy Nummes!
Well that's It for today talk to you guys latter.
I have also been whiting for WoW to finish downloading I have really wanted to play lately. but I haven't been on in so long that I really dought that my stuff is still on there I believe that once it is on there that always stays on there. But I have no Idea I don't know for sure.
After watching the Tennis matches, witch were amazing should I say. They were so close the whole time. And I am now have been watching streaming, and cometary on Starcraft tormentors I didn't even finish them all the way though. I found out that they just don't hold as much excitement for me,, like they used to. But also sense Gears 3 comes out on the 20th I have been playing the other ones to refresh my memory on the story line.
Witch I have been playing a lot of that for the past two days. I need to exercise more though because my hart rate just wont go down. I mean I do exercise a lot but it just doesn't seem to do much so I am going to be bad. I know that running is bad for my knees, but it dose the most for my stamina, and allows me to work harder. Maybe it will help me more maybe.
I have also been looking at random videos on YouTube. And I found this one you don't have to watch the whole thing. You could just skip to the end and look at the finished project, But I though it was cool. I think that the person that dose these Is amazing. she calls them her Nerdy Nummes!
Well that's It for today talk to you guys latter.
Fun
Today I went on a date with a friend, and I had fun. let me tell ya. I had a great time. I always enjoy talking and doing stuff with her. We went to see Captain America, it is such a great show. If you haven't seen it yet I highly recommend it. After ward we and had, well I guess you could call it Linner. Sense it is between Lunch and Dinner, but anyways we went to Arby's. And then I took her home, and in good time to. Because I believe it is about to rain.
I started watching the USopen for Tennis, and was talking to my friend about it, and part of the way throw it I just went over to her house and watched it there. The reason for that is sense we were talking a lot about it anyway mine as well watch it were we could talk face to face about it. After we were cut off from watching the rest of it, because the day was apparently over with. we watched some random commercial witch were kinda funny.
And that was my day. O and P.S.
Isn't amazing the difference is between running and riding a bike. I mean I can ride my bike for 3 miles no problem, but when it comes to running I can't even make it a quoter of a mile before I have to stop and rest.
I started watching the USopen for Tennis, and was talking to my friend about it, and part of the way throw it I just went over to her house and watched it there. The reason for that is sense we were talking a lot about it anyway mine as well watch it were we could talk face to face about it. After we were cut off from watching the rest of it, because the day was apparently over with. we watched some random commercial witch were kinda funny.
And that was my day. O and P.S.
Isn't amazing the difference is between running and riding a bike. I mean I can ride my bike for 3 miles no problem, but when it comes to running I can't even make it a quoter of a mile before I have to stop and rest.
Sep 8, 2011
The Results
Today I have been lazy, and for some reason I just cant get my hart rate to go down. I have been trying all day, I mean it goes down slight slightly but then it goes right back up a few minuets latter. I really believe that I do have tachycardia. I had my appointment with VRC today and let me tell ya I don't like the test results that I got back from them. I mean I really feel like they are just calling me an idiot or something to that affect when ever they talk to me. So that really hasn't helped my stress any at all, but they have also gave me some good ideas for work to. and I might be able to go back to school while I do the job tranning that would be nice.
So If I have time tomorrow. I might go and see if I can donate tomorrow. sense I wasn't able today. I hope that I will be able to or I might have to cancel some of my plans this month, and I really don't want to do that. Hopefully tomorrow I will feel better, I mean right now I just feel so stressed out. I hope I can sleep. Normally I have a hard time sleeping when I am stressed.
So If I have time tomorrow. I might go and see if I can donate tomorrow. sense I wasn't able today. I hope that I will be able to or I might have to cancel some of my plans this month, and I really don't want to do that. Hopefully tomorrow I will feel better, I mean right now I just feel so stressed out. I hope I can sleep. Normally I have a hard time sleeping when I am stressed.
Sep 7, 2011
A Productive Day
Today has been a productive day I think. It started off with me taking a nice and warm shower. Then I decided to look up movie times but sense it is early in the morning, and they don't put them on till the afternoon you would think that I would know that. But I did anyway. and just to my surprise they were not up yet. so I guess Ill check them latter. So I am going to go play some Gears right now for a little bit while I what for WoW to finish downloading all of its updates. Witch in fact takes for ever for I have 9 Gigabytes to download, and I am only going at 150 Kilobytes. And for all you people that don't know how long that will take let me lay it out for you. A. There are 1000 Kilobytes in on Megabyte. B. There are 1000 Megabyte's in one Gigabyte. So what dose that mean well Let me tell you sense I have the time to do all of this.
Sense I have 9G to go that 9,000 Megabytes or 9,000,000 Kilobyte's or another way of looking at it, it would take 60,000 seconds, or 1,000 Minuets, or 16 and a half hours approximately. That is a detailed description of how long it would take. I really don't think I can make it any clearer.
Anyway I just found out that they are starting the Beta for Diablo III, witch is going to be awesome. Now I went over to see if I could donate some plasma, but I couldn't because my hart rate is to high again. You know it not my fault I get extremely stressed out whenever I go into there. Its not because I don't get any exercise. I get plenty, in fact when I am done writing this I intend to go exercise. But I will go back tomorrow and try again I guess. If not I might have to change my plans a bit.
After I left the donation center I went over to my cousins house for a while. It is always good to see them. Plus I haven't seen them in months so he helped fix the sensors on the car because they were going all haywire and stuff. and after that we went kinda four wheeling, It was fun I haven't done that in a long time. Now I wasn't home for more then an hour before my friend texted me asking if I wanted to come over and watch a movie. So my answer was sure why not I would love to. mainly because I really don't have anything else to do.
But now I am home I have to say My day was very productive and I enjoyed it immensely. but now that it is over I am very tired and I leave you with this little detail. Good Night
Sense I have 9G to go that 9,000 Megabytes or 9,000,000 Kilobyte's or another way of looking at it, it would take 60,000 seconds, or 1,000 Minuets, or 16 and a half hours approximately. That is a detailed description of how long it would take. I really don't think I can make it any clearer.
Anyway I just found out that they are starting the Beta for Diablo III, witch is going to be awesome. Now I went over to see if I could donate some plasma, but I couldn't because my hart rate is to high again. You know it not my fault I get extremely stressed out whenever I go into there. Its not because I don't get any exercise. I get plenty, in fact when I am done writing this I intend to go exercise. But I will go back tomorrow and try again I guess. If not I might have to change my plans a bit.
After I left the donation center I went over to my cousins house for a while. It is always good to see them. Plus I haven't seen them in months so he helped fix the sensors on the car because they were going all haywire and stuff. and after that we went kinda four wheeling, It was fun I haven't done that in a long time. Now I wasn't home for more then an hour before my friend texted me asking if I wanted to come over and watch a movie. So my answer was sure why not I would love to. mainly because I really don't have anything else to do.
But now I am home I have to say My day was very productive and I enjoyed it immensely. but now that it is over I am very tired and I leave you with this little detail. Good Night
Sep 6, 2011
Smile
Today I mowed the lawn when I got up.played around on the computer for awhile. And then I decided to look up to see how much it would be to renew my drivers license. Haven't found anything out yet though. I need to check the air in the tires and the air filter to see if it needs to be replaced. and that is for the car. I looked at some job's today to. If there is so much out there then why is it so hard to find work? Answer me that, here is another question. If you are eating Breakfast at Dinner time, is it still considered as Breakfast or is it Dinner?
Me personally I prefer to call it Breakfast. because to me Breakfast is always the first meal of the day. To go along with the post that I put up a few days ago. I want to know if any of you have a favorite star. If so please feel free to leave a comment. And let me know witch one it is.
I have been looking up short animation films I like the stuff that people make one of my favorite ones isThe Clock Tower I find it very cute. Its the small things like this that make me smile. it doesn't take much to make me smile. Its just a feeling I get when ever I see something like this. :). Also its the little things in life that make the biggest differences. For instance just a simple word of hello. or how you doing. you don't even have to say anything, just stand there and smile. that will make me happy.
Now I don't know how I started on this conversation but, I am just saying whats on my mind.
I am going to go do my laundry will I am thinking about it. and clean my room. Or something to that affect.
Me personally I prefer to call it Breakfast. because to me Breakfast is always the first meal of the day. To go along with the post that I put up a few days ago. I want to know if any of you have a favorite star. If so please feel free to leave a comment. And let me know witch one it is.
I have been looking up short animation films I like the stuff that people make one of my favorite ones isThe Clock Tower I find it very cute. Its the small things like this that make me smile. it doesn't take much to make me smile. Its just a feeling I get when ever I see something like this. :). Also its the little things in life that make the biggest differences. For instance just a simple word of hello. or how you doing. you don't even have to say anything, just stand there and smile. that will make me happy.
Now I don't know how I started on this conversation but, I am just saying whats on my mind.
I am going to go do my laundry will I am thinking about it. and clean my room. Or something to that affect.
Sep 5, 2011
Memorial Day
I haven't done anything today really all I have done is sit here at the computer. I really think I should go do something but I don't really want to. I have had a head each all day today and I believe it is from lack of sleep. Witch is strange because I have been sleeping better now then I have in a long time. I have been thinking a lot about this project that I want to do. But I cant get to the store till Thursday, so it is going to have to what just a little longer.
Well good news don't know if I told you this, but I will be able to start donating plasma again on Thursday to. ;) I Know I need to go and do something because I am starting to feel depressed again. The thing is what I want to do I can't do because nobody is around to do it with. so I guess I will have to try and think of something else to do. I have been invited to a birthday party on Saturday but I don't know if I am going to go. Mainly because I don't really no the person.
I was supposed to do a B&Q with some friends today. That was a bummer, or was it really. Because I really didn't want to go. But I wanted to go at the same time So conflicting thing are the life of my world right now. I haven't really eaten anything all day today either, I mean I really haven't felt like doing anything. any my mother isn't helping any. She keeps bugging me, and frankly I find it highly annoying. But there isn't anything I can really do about that.
I should really eat something. for if I don't it wouldn't be very healthy. Okay tomorrow I am going to do some yard work. Mainly mowing the lawn. And I know I am posting this early butt I have nothing else to say.
Well good news don't know if I told you this, but I will be able to start donating plasma again on Thursday to. ;) I Know I need to go and do something because I am starting to feel depressed again. The thing is what I want to do I can't do because nobody is around to do it with. so I guess I will have to try and think of something else to do. I have been invited to a birthday party on Saturday but I don't know if I am going to go. Mainly because I don't really no the person.
I was supposed to do a B&Q with some friends today. That was a bummer, or was it really. Because I really didn't want to go. But I wanted to go at the same time So conflicting thing are the life of my world right now. I haven't really eaten anything all day today either, I mean I really haven't felt like doing anything. any my mother isn't helping any. She keeps bugging me, and frankly I find it highly annoying. But there isn't anything I can really do about that.
I should really eat something. for if I don't it wouldn't be very healthy. Okay tomorrow I am going to do some yard work. Mainly mowing the lawn. And I know I am posting this early butt I have nothing else to say.
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