Aug 4, 2011

Prar to myself

 8/4/2011

       Today I went to F.Y.E. to sell my set of Battle Star Galactica and I bought some Disney movies.  I love Disney. When I got home I started sowing my project together. So I worked on it for about 4-5 hours today.  That's all I did today.

    Steven, Krysta, Britney, Joseph, Lauren, Brian, and I all watch The Lord of the Rings today. It was ok. I guess it would have been better if I was feeling better. but for some reason. I have felt really bad today. I mean during the movie I started crying. for no reason at all. I just feel really bad. I hope that I don't feel the same way tomorrow. But all in all I did enjoy myself, even though I was forcing myself to do it. I mean about half way throw the movie. I just wanted to leave. I almost just got up and walked out. You see I even thought to myself that nobody would notice if I did leave. "God please help me for I don't want a repeat of my past, "Wipe tear". "Please Help me and over coming my trials that I am dealing with right now." For I know your there, "Please just give me a sign that your listening. Just let me know that you care. or anybody care's to that matter." Amen.
   

   

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