Unnerving Reaction

 7/22/2011

  This morning was so Unnerving for me, I didn't sleep very well last night. Dose that surprise you, it doesn't for me, not anymore. Is it possible for a guy to be bloated in the morning?  Because when I get up in the morning, I feel like I am bigger then I am in the evening. Anyway after I got up I went and took a shower, I love just standing in the water it feels nice. Breakfast was another story, for some reason I felt sick when I was done. Don't really know why, but i just forced my way throw it and went to brush my teeth.

    I tested a game for a few hours, because I have nothing else to do today. It was about 3:30 when my mother got home. We went to the store because I needed more socks, and a new shirt for Church because the one I have is starting to smell. And it doesn't matter how many times I wash it it still smells. So I am throwing it out. After starting my Laundry, I started watching videos on YouTube from TimeWarp.com. Its always fun to watch stuff in slow motion, everything just looks cooler. Monday I really should go job hunting again. Oh so much fun (sarcasm) hope I get better luck then in the past.

   Today I got my notification for my appointment, at Valley Mental Health on the 12 next month. Its to see if I am mentally stable. Witch I think the only reason why they want me to go Is because I told them I have a mental disability. But I have to go throw it if I want to get on medicare, so I guess I will just suck it up and go.

    I love quotes, Just added more to my giant list, I now have 30 pages Font 10. Now you have to admit that's a lot of quotes. I love poems to but I have now were near that many, wish I could find all the ones that I wrote in school. :(

     I have to go and get bread still for tomorrow, but right know I am going to go fold my laundry, then I might go for a walk. I need to do more exercise, I am not loosing wight as fast as I like. all well there is only so mcuh one can do. End of note, and begin the action, Into the darkness of are soul's, and purify the tenderness of are hearts.