Self Control

 Today I went up to donate today. And I guess I did. I almost wasn't able to, but I was good in the end. Its amazing how much you can change your body when you convince yourself there is nothing wrong with you. I mean the first time I was tested my heart rate was 115 but then when I was siting there. I just keep telling myself that there was nothing wrong, and that I had a low rate. and surprisingly when I was tested again my heart rate went all the way down to 84 now you cant tell me that that's just amazing.

  I went to F.Y.E. today, because I had a gift card there that I haven't used yet so I got some movies. Wall-E, The Tree Musketeers, and Narnia the first and third one because I already had the second one. I was going to tare are couch apart. We are throwing it away, Its to old and cruddy. So my job is to tare, or chop it apart and throw it away. But my mother doesn't want me to do it today, so I am going to do it on Monday.

  I have Priesthood meting Sunday morning. I don't know if I want to go. Its at 7AM that is way to early for me I know I should go I just don't want to get up that early. anyways I probably wont even be able to get up anyway. I haven't gotten up that early sense High School. I know I need to do better. But by my point of view for somebody that hasn't been to church sense he turned 18 for me I believe that I am doing very well. I am taking it one step at a time.