Standerd thinking

   I have never been good at playing games that make you have to think a lot. Im not talking about games that have a lot of things going on. I  mean puzzle games. I have never been good at puzzles, but I like doing them because I like having to think a lot. I was playing Portal today, witch is a very fun game but It has made me think very much. For intense it took me 4 hours to finish what I have seen people do in 2 hours or less.

   But one thing came came from it, that I realized I love music from games. I love the song at the end of the first game If you have never heard it before here you go.

   Today I had a good day. Its kinda funny because for those of you that know me very well. Would know that I never cared about church, infarct hated going. That's one of the reasons why I was in active for about four years. Its one of the reasons, I have others, but that is something I am not going to give to the public. I mean Not even my family knows why. Anyways. I find it strange, because now I love going. I mean I enjoy it. witch is weird to me.

   I have been thinking a lot bout what type of training I want to do, when I go back and talk to VRC and I think I really want to do Carpentry work. but If they will allow me to I need to get started on my schooling because I need to do at least 4 years. Have you ever needed to do something. And know you needed to do something, but have no Idea how to do it.I am having that delema right now. I have something I need to do. but don't know when to do it. Because its all about timing, And if you do it at the wrong time. Three things could happen. One everything goes just fine, and it all work out. Even though it might not go according to plan. Two nothing happen, And everything stays the same as they were before. Or Three the worst kind, Everything goes as honorably wrong. Your plane contently backfires, and everything just falls apart. This is what scars me. For most people it dose. It worries all of us. I mean how want everything they have work for for a long time just end all of a sudden. Nobody dose. So something as time witch is one of the biggest players in are life. and yet the smallest thing.

  After I eat dinner, I just been watching gaming music, and videos, and music videos. Some of the stuff I have found have been very interesting. Its cool some of the stuff people come up with.